Ayos naman. Wala na nga nagtatanong at tatanungin ng tulad nyan. How was your day today?
Noong may nagtatanong pa, naiirita ako sa routine. Pare-parehas lang nmn sagot. Pero nung nawala, nakaka-miss din pala. Haha.
Sa ngayon, 3:20am na.
Gusto ko lang matulog.
Kaya,
good night! Sana okay lang kayo lahat.
Tomorrow na yung actual work ko. First time job and ang dami ko na agad na handle. Idagdag mo pa na hindi ata ako gusto ng taong gusto ko. I fear na baka bigla na lang akong magwaterworks habang nagwowork.
it's been a mix of a lot of things today
mostly very wellโ i showed up for myself, did my workout, did some errands, prepared stuff for the weekend, had 10k steps
at some point, there's still a pinch of pain that's hanging around, but i think i'm handling it the best way i know how and i could
overall, grateful. my today's better than last year's :))
Im not okay hindi ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin sakaya na nasasaktaa na ko' hindi ko alam kung panu itanung tanung saknaya kung kailangan niya pa ba ako' gusto kong malaman kung ako pa yung gusto niya makasama sa pagtanda ang sakit sakit pero hindi ko magawang sabiahin sakyna...
Di ko sure? Buut.. been thriving under pressure, pagod sa clinical duties, trying to maintain composure, insecurities been spiking again, di makausap ang special someone :(, trying to figure things out, aaanndd... ayaw nang lumabas ng bahay but at the same time also wants to go somewhere na ako lang, where I can contemplate ;___;
Torn. I am prioritizing my review for the boards and setting aside my feelings for the sake of my sanity and license. Pero sometimes anhirap, sabi nga nila, unexpressed emotions will never die โthey are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways. I like you pero alam ko you dont like me. I feel cheap and I feel like i am not enough nor even worthy to be asked on a proper date. I like you pero I know dapat hindi kasi I know ako lang naman masasaktan in the end. Why is it it's so easy for me to like people pero ako bat di ako nagugustuhan, im pretty, im smart, im funny, mabuti akong tao pero why. I wanna ask you questions, i wanna know you, i wanna spend time with you, i wanna bother you pero wala ako sa tamang lugar to do that and alam ko you will just get annoyed sakin.Maybe that's why I was taught to save sex for marriage kasi copulation leads to unmerited attachment. Anhirap, nag memorize lang ako ng mga enzymes and cofactor napapatanong na lang ako bigla if I am enough, na Am I pretty and interesting to be bed pero not good enough to be taken seriously. Buhay nga naman
Pagod. Sasahod palang bukas pero nag compute na agad kung aabot ba hanggang sa susunod na sweldo. Nakakapagod mag trabaho na parang walang nararating. Pero ayon masaya naman ako kasi naka bili ako ng favorite kong buko shake bago mag out sa work.
Knowing my old self, dapat happy and excited ako kasi meron 2 travels kami sa office pero wala ako nararamdaman.
So i guess kulang pa ang motivation ko
Feeling ko mababaliw na ako hahaha
Ganto kasi yun, I met the first 3 days of the week with strenuous practice of our Festival Dance sa school, syempre stressed. Tas biglang ngayong araw, wala kaming masyadong ginawa. Kaya ang kinalabasan ng araw ko sa school, wala sa mood ang utak ko para maprocess ang mga lessons namin (since start na ng 4th Quarter) kasi I'm a fast learner basta makafocus lang pero dahil pagod na at halos makatulog na for 20 mins sa lunchbreak, I haven't focused well sa mga first subjects except nung nagMath kami. Plus, errands occured and naiwan ako ng service ko pauwi, so namasahe nalang ako, plano ko pa naman sana bumili ng mango heyhey para marefresh man lang sana kahit konti. Tas pagdating sa bahay sermon ang nakasalubong ko kasi nga ubos na baon ko from pamasahe. I did a few good and bad things today.
4th Quarter na, sumisipa na yung paghahabol ng katawan ko ng tulog.
trying to be ok, I guess?? Lahat ng pending applications ko walang balita, yung iba more than 2 weeks na so feel ko ghosted na naman hahaha. Anyways, apply lang nang apply โ ๏ธ
Birthday ko tomorrow, eto so-so lang but still thankful pa rin sa blessings kahit rough start ang 2024 ko. Hoping a win this month โ get a new job! ๐ค
2 job interviews and I think I did good naman in both. Trying to be positive about my situation right now, pero some days it just gets me. Laban lang ๐ค
I'm really going through a lot right now. I'm at my wit's end and I'm slowly losing interest to continue fighting, questioning if life is still even worth living. Holding onto single thread left of sanity in me, I could only wish for the best.
Ui... ok naman.. pagkagising ko kanina may nareceive akong message umoorder ng dream cake. First time kong magbenta nito. Usually kasi pinanggigift ko lang kasi para sweet gesture, homemade with love ganon. Ayun lang so far. Ikaw kumusta ka na??
Anxious. Sobrang nakakapag overthink na gang ngayon wala parin akong sched ng pagsampa. Nauubusan nako ng pag asa, pati nakakawala sa mood pag naiisip ko ๐ฟ. Sana okay ka, op!
Lucky kasi nagising pa pero ginagaslight na lang ang sarili. I just want a good news na sana this week maka alis na kami hays. I badly need that job gawa na rin ng uuwi ng father ko after being an OFW how many years and mauuwi lang sa lahat ng pinag hirapan niya dahil sa sakit niya and worst naoperahan pa siya at naputulan ng daliri sa paa. I feel bad for him, my dad don't deserve it hays
Emotionally tired. Pero kakapit pa rin. Kakayanin. Thanks for this question, OP. :))
iโm not okay. gusto kong umalis sa school ko dahil sa bullying na hindi na natapos tapos.
Ayos naman. Wala na nga nagtatanong at tatanungin ng tulad nyan. How was your day today? Noong may nagtatanong pa, naiirita ako sa routine. Pare-parehas lang nmn sagot. Pero nung nawala, nakaka-miss din pala. Haha. Sa ngayon, 3:20am na. Gusto ko lang matulog. Kaya, good night! Sana okay lang kayo lahat.
Malungkot.
Pagod physically
Litong lito na haha
Trying to embrace stress instead of fighting it.
I'm doing fine but tired. I'm actually looking forward to this day since babalik na ulit ako sa pagiging physically active. Wish me luck
Still the same malungkot pa din dahil sa pagiwan nya sakin...
Tomorrow na yung actual work ko. First time job and ang dami ko na agad na handle. Idagdag mo pa na hindi ata ako gusto ng taong gusto ko. I fear na baka bigla na lang akong magwaterworks habang nagwowork.
Had a long day but it was fun! Will have an even longer tomorrow kya i have to sleep earlier
it's been a mix of a lot of things today mostly very wellโ i showed up for myself, did my workout, did some errands, prepared stuff for the weekend, had 10k steps at some point, there's still a pinch of pain that's hanging around, but i think i'm handling it the best way i know how and i could overall, grateful. my today's better than last year's :))
Eto, ok lang, para akong lantang gulay ngayon.
Im not okay hindi ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin sakaya na nasasaktaa na ko' hindi ko alam kung panu itanung tanung saknaya kung kailangan niya pa ba ako' gusto kong malaman kung ako pa yung gusto niya makasama sa pagtanda ang sakit sakit pero hindi ko magawang sabiahin sakyna...
Realized the unsorted knots of myself. Cried about it. I'm not okay.
Ok naman buhay ko sa lahat kaso yung break up ko lately tlga ang nagpapasama ng feelings ko
Tbh, hindi ako okay. Nakakapagod. Nabburnout na naman ata ako. Nakakaiyak
Feeling pressured lately because I've received a good impression from my boss last time. This affects how I work as of the moment. ๐
Im okay and satisfied kahit pAgod, how about you?
Burnout sa work, no energy to socialize or do anything, kaya tambay dito sa reddit. Looking forward to the long weekend!
Feeling so much better :) ikaw ba, brader?
Eto, not sure kung anong internship ang gusto kong kunin, whether graphic designer or illustrator.
Tired - work. Inggit - sa jowa nya. Lol
Di ko sure? Buut.. been thriving under pressure, pagod sa clinical duties, trying to maintain composure, insecurities been spiking again, di makausap ang special someone :(, trying to figure things out, aaanndd... ayaw nang lumabas ng bahay but at the same time also wants to go somewhere na ako lang, where I can contemplate ;___;
ang daming workload huhu
Eto kulang sa lambing, gus2 q na mag-out sa werk ๐ตโ๐ซ
Nkakapagod at ang iniiiiiitttttt ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Di pa rin makakuha ng trabaho.
Torn. I am prioritizing my review for the boards and setting aside my feelings for the sake of my sanity and license. Pero sometimes anhirap, sabi nga nila, unexpressed emotions will never die โthey are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways. I like you pero alam ko you dont like me. I feel cheap and I feel like i am not enough nor even worthy to be asked on a proper date. I like you pero I know dapat hindi kasi I know ako lang naman masasaktan in the end. Why is it it's so easy for me to like people pero ako bat di ako nagugustuhan, im pretty, im smart, im funny, mabuti akong tao pero why. I wanna ask you questions, i wanna know you, i wanna spend time with you, i wanna bother you pero wala ako sa tamang lugar to do that and alam ko you will just get annoyed sakin.Maybe that's why I was taught to save sex for marriage kasi copulation leads to unmerited attachment. Anhirap, nag memorize lang ako ng mga enzymes and cofactor napapatanong na lang ako bigla if I am enough, na Am I pretty and interesting to be bed pero not good enough to be taken seriously. Buhay nga naman
Gusto ko nang maglaho
Same po
Naglalakad at nagtatrabaho pa naman, kumakain ng halo-halo araw araw
bored. naka bakasyon kasi ako haha gusto ko bumili ng laro sa steam kaso ayoko muna gumastos ng malaki ๐ฅน
Pagod na pagod na pagod na akong saluhin lahat ng problema ng ibang tao. ๐ Gusto ko na sumuko sa totoo lang. ๐ฅน
Masakit ang puson๐ญ
Pagod na po ang disney princess๐ฅบ๐ด๐ด
Hindi ako okay. Parang ayaw ko nang mabuhay.
Dead tired huhu
eto masakit puso, how about you?
Eto... kinakaya..
Always anxious to the point na tiring ang everything lately at tinutulog ko nalang to madalas, so ayun counter productive. :<
Tired and iโm mad at myself rn. I just wanna get things done pero tinatamad talaga ako today๐ซ ๐ซ
Pagod in all aspects. Hahahaha. Feels like im on auto pilot.
Pagod. Sasahod palang bukas pero nag compute na agad kung aabot ba hanggang sa susunod na sweldo. Nakakapagod mag trabaho na parang walang nararating. Pero ayon masaya naman ako kasi naka bili ako ng favorite kong buko shake bago mag out sa work.
Disappointed. Yung boss ko that I looked up to is trying to sabotage my application for promotion. Pinagkakalat pa na masama ugali ko.
Knowing my old self, dapat happy and excited ako kasi meron 2 travels kami sa office pero wala ako nararamdaman. So i guess kulang pa ang motivation ko
walang gana. may regla ba naman :3
walang gana. may regla ba naman :3
walang gana. may regla ba naman :3
Feeling ko mababaliw na ako hahaha Ganto kasi yun, I met the first 3 days of the week with strenuous practice of our Festival Dance sa school, syempre stressed. Tas biglang ngayong araw, wala kaming masyadong ginawa. Kaya ang kinalabasan ng araw ko sa school, wala sa mood ang utak ko para maprocess ang mga lessons namin (since start na ng 4th Quarter) kasi I'm a fast learner basta makafocus lang pero dahil pagod na at halos makatulog na for 20 mins sa lunchbreak, I haven't focused well sa mga first subjects except nung nagMath kami. Plus, errands occured and naiwan ako ng service ko pauwi, so namasahe nalang ako, plano ko pa naman sana bumili ng mango heyhey para marefresh man lang sana kahit konti. Tas pagdating sa bahay sermon ang nakasalubong ko kasi nga ubos na baon ko from pamasahe. I did a few good and bad things today. 4th Quarter na, sumisipa na yung paghahabol ng katawan ko ng tulog.
trying to be ok, I guess?? Lahat ng pending applications ko walang balita, yung iba more than 2 weeks na so feel ko ghosted na naman hahaha. Anyways, apply lang nang apply โ ๏ธ
Pagod physically and emotionally
Birthday ko tomorrow, eto so-so lang but still thankful pa rin sa blessings kahit rough start ang 2024 ko. Hoping a win this month โ get a new job! ๐ค
2 job interviews and I think I did good naman in both. Trying to be positive about my situation right now, pero some days it just gets me. Laban lang ๐ค
Laban lang! ๐
Hindi masaya ๐ฅบ ang hirap mabuhay ngayon. Ang hirap maghanap ng magiging source of income. Hay
Ito nagkamali nanaman at napagalitan ng boss
Okay lang, may nalaman pero ayos lang. Expected naman na 'yon
Thnks for asking tuloy lng khit hirap
Been regaining my self worth and trust. Still, work in progress. You can fo this self. I'm proud of you!๐ค
Tough day as usual but I'll keep going. There's no other way.
getting by
Ok lng namn
Salamat sa pagtanong. Ito malungkot. ๐
bakit?
Wow thanks for asking
Eto okay lang hehehe
bored kaya nagreredit
I'm really going through a lot right now. I'm at my wit's end and I'm slowly losing interest to continue fighting, questioning if life is still even worth living. Holding onto single thread left of sanity in me, I could only wish for the best.
why?
Keep thinking about him today kasi napaniginipan ko na naman Siya after a while ๐ซ
Keribels naman. U, hru?
KINAKABAHAAN AS FUUUU---
Gwenchana
I'm not really sure what to answer.
Ui... ok naman.. pagkagising ko kanina may nareceive akong message umoorder ng dream cake. First time kong magbenta nito. Usually kasi pinanggigift ko lang kasi para sweet gesture, homemade with love ganon. Ayun lang so far. Ikaw kumusta ka na??
Not okay. Pagod nako sa buhay ko ๐ญ paulit ulit , di nko nakaalis sa situation ko ๐ญ
Burnt out. Hirap ng buhay kahit may trabaho :>
tired af
Hey! Im good! Ikaw kumusta ka?
Hopeful about my future, tapos miss na miss na sya, ganito pala makipag break parang kagat ng ant ๐ค
Di masyado putek biglang sumakit ulo ko sa tag-init na to !
Pumapalag parin sa araw araw ๐
Ayun, waiting for his reply. Napa-chat po dahil sa lindol recently. ๐ ๐
Oks lang. Puyat but not complaining. Thankful everyday.
Stress
Anxious. Sobrang nakakapag overthink na gang ngayon wala parin akong sched ng pagsampa. Nauubusan nako ng pag asa, pati nakakawala sa mood pag naiisip ko ๐ฟ. Sana okay ka, op!
Lucky kasi nagising pa pero ginagaslight na lang ang sarili. I just want a good news na sana this week maka alis na kami hays. I badly need that job gawa na rin ng uuwi ng father ko after being an OFW how many years and mauuwi lang sa lahat ng pinag hirapan niya dahil sa sakit niya and worst naoperahan pa siya at naputulan ng daliri sa paa. I feel bad for him, my dad don't deserve it hays
super stressed >.>
Bakit, mangungutang ka no? lol joke lang OP. Linyahan kasi yan ng mga uutang eh. chz Barely getting by and I hope youโre doing well.
Ikaw ba, kumusta ka?