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May 17 because it’s the only time I had to myself that I can grieve due to busy schedule. It was supposed to be his birthday the next day and we celebrated it together for the past 5 years and I didn’t know what to do since he broke up with me. Di ko lang talaga alam ang gagawin para makausad kasi I had a lot of unanswered questions
kagabi lang. nag breakdown na ako hours before. tapos biglang I saw a dead lizard on my bed. eh takot ako sa lizard so super cry ako kase di ko maalis and I live alone kaya naiyak ako sa thought na ang hirap mabuhay independently HAHAHAHA yun lang it seems petty pero grabe yung emotions ko that time kase sobrang pagod sa work lol
earlier, coz of kdrama huhu grabe yung queen of tears. Actually I don't often watch Kdramas, nanonood naman me pero mas lamang ang mpanonood ko ng english movie/series, I tried to watch that one kasi nandyan yung isa sa favorite korean actor ko and damn, ang gandaaaaaaaaa
can’t remember when pero around nung last sat or sun lang yun. super stressed dahil sa school tapos sumabay pa yung pressure na binibigay sakin ng dad ko tapos yung bf ko that time hindi nya rin ako kinakausap or pinapansin the whole day. ayun naghalo halo na emosyon ko, di ko na napigilan umiyak.
Yung may nagpost sa group about sa kapatid nya di sha sinama sa abay ng kasal nila. Nakarelate ako kasi never ako sinama even sponosr ng kapatid ko, im her only sister kaya may karapatan ako magtampo. Naalala ko yun, sabi ko wala pala tlga silbe pag poor ka, d ako poor ah. Hahaha! Gsto ko gumanti pero pano d nmb ako ikakasal. Sa bisaya pa, nahiubos kaayo ko. Yun
November last year, one of my most clingy cat died. Last moment namin hung ingudngud nya nguso nya sakin at tatabi para matulog, di na pala sya magigising.
yesterday, sobrang pagod ako galing year end namin and uwi pa ako antipolo so biruin mo yon, antipolo to qc tapos nung pauwi na ako nakakita pa ako ng nabaril na tao, and i was so traumatized. nakita ko yung guy na bumaril sa van and ayon last night cry ako nang cry dahil hindi ko na malimutan yung takot, yung guy, lahat lahat nag hahalong emosyon.
Ngayon kasi grabe yung lungkot ko kasi di nako makakaenroll ng 3rd yr since I am a working student, my parents are seperated and I am living with my father na walang work. Then yung mother ko na may bagong LIP, pinapaaral nila pinsan ko ng college while here I am hinihingan nila mauutangan kasi need ng pinsan ko na yun ng pambayad ng tuition.
When I got accepted to a week long training program for teachers at NASA (Kennedy Space Center, Florida, USA). I felt that God raised me to reach that. 1 Out of 40 teachers in the whole USA to get into the program. I am not that smart or intelligent, perp sobrang blessed.
September 23, 2024 Inside St. Ferdinand Cathedral while attending Holy Eucharist before my LET. Sobrang ramdam ko presence ni Hesus. Overwhelnming! 🤝🩷🙏
2 weeks after having my first miscarriage, first pregnancy as well. it was when I think it finally sunk in that I did get pregnant, had something living within me for 5 weeks, our future baby, and that we lost him/her. forgot the name of the song I was listening to pero I was thinking about it and bigla na lang ako napaiyak.
january or feb ata yun, sa simbahan yun umiiyak ako kase nagco-contemplate sa mga decisions ko kung tama or hindi pero i think na guide and binigyan ng strength ako ni Lord 🤍
pero naalala ko naman yung kahihiyan baka may nakarinig sa hagulhol ko nun hahaha
Last Monday, OFW working at HK. Bumisita plus pasyal sila mother and sister dito. Hinatid sa aiport last monday. Then sadness hit nung papasok na sila ng gates. Pinipigilan until makalabas sila. Paguwi dun na lang nilabas lahat.
Yung hagulgol? 3 months ago siguro. Sobrang nasaktan kasi in FO ng bespren. First time. I did offer na makipag usap, thrice. Silent treatment nalang lahat narereceive ko. After that. Wala na... Di na ko nag effort. Masakit pero unti unti kong nileletgo. Umiiyak pa din pero unlike before, better na siguro. Naaalala paminsan minsan, pero nalalabanan na.
ngayon lang haha, kaya gising pa ako. sakit ng ulo ko, may sipon, ubo, and parang magkakalagnat pa (wag naman sana). Dahil yun sa Sinabihan ako ni Papa na "Nag gagaling galingan ka nanaman"
Wala naman akong ginawang masama, ang sakit lang haha. HANGGANG NGAYON Iniisip ko pa rin, di ako makatulog. Kaya kung magsasalita man kayo pls lang paki ayos. Ngayon nag o overthink ako kung bakit kaya nasabi ng tatay ko sakin yun.
Had a breakdown 2 days ago. Thought of all the ways my ex made me feel less sparkly. (Always criticizing, rarely praising. Manipulating me to his standards). Cried because I feel like I wasted so much time with him, and now i can’t function “optimally” because I’m anxious someone will tell me off.
2 days ago dito sa bahay, was in tears while venting to my sister on how overwhelmed and stressed I was at work. Hours later, got to time in to work with a headache from crying and stress.
2 weekends ago. I’m just so hurt of realizing that the people that I want to be with are actually leaving me out. I tried to talk to one of them before but didn’t really get the assurance that I needed. Until now I’m feeling conflicted about them.
Kanina lang. As very supportive sa mga friends ko, lalo na sa mga achievements nila, napa hagulhol talaga ako nang makita ko name ng kaibigan ko na nakapasa sa LEPT. Partida self-review lang at walang maayos na review kasi busy sa work, pero napasa niya. Ako lang din ang tanging kaibigan niya na sinabihan niya na kukuha siya ng pagsusulit sa LET. Nakaka proud lang talaga. Huhuhuhuhu
This morning lang. Looking at PRC Room assignment for CPA Board Exams this May 26-28, saw my cousin’s name but she’ll no longer take the exam as she passed away last month. 😢
Last week siguro yun? Naka dorm kasi ako dito sa Manila tapos namimiss ko na ang mga kids ko. Single mom btw, kailangan ko sila iwan sa province kasi mas malaki pay to work in Manila. Naisip ko na, puta dahil mag isa akong nagtataguyod sa kanila ganito nalang lagi ang set up, palagi akong malalayo at kailangan doble ang kayod. Namimiss ko na yung palagi ko silang nayayakap pag gabi, kahit pagod sa trabaho, basta sa kanila uuwi, kahit magpaligo pako or magtulong sa homeworks o kaya maghugas pa ng pinggan sa bahay or maglinis kahit maaga ulit ang pasok kinabukasan basta ba kasama ko sila sa pag tulog. Sabi ko pa nung mga panahong kasama ko pa sila, sana naman magkaroon ako ng kahit konting pahinga, ngayon nga nakakapahinga ng konti pero sobra naman akong nangungulila. Wala lang, totoo nga ang be careful what you wish for. Skl.
Last week lang coz I don't want to celebrate my bday.
I have no job kasi umalis ako sa pagtuturo dahil I lost my passion. Ngayon nagsisideline lang muna ako ng pagbebenta ng perfumes, fake nails, bags.
Nareject multiple times sa bpo jobs na inapplyan ko.
Yun. Life. 🥹😢
A few nights ago.
I was answering forms related to my psychotherapy at UPD PsycServ, and na-overwhelm ako as I tried to recall the traumas that I've been through.
Last March. Nag hahabol ako nung sa board ko kasi that time rin yung deadline. Tapos bigalang lumabas sa screen ng lappy ko na "Your about to shutdown in 2 mins". So ako, panic malala kasi nga di pa ko done sa ginagawa ko. Tapks ayorn, habang nag panic biglang lumabas lahat nung emotions ko, tapos hagulgol habang sine-save yung gawa ko. Yung mga previous stress ko na nag pill up, biglang naglabasan nung time na yon. Thag was the biggest cry I did in my entire college life, lol.
Last week, relapse sa KathNiel haahaha oo na cheater na si D pero aminin niyo, we used to think that D is The standard when it comes to "love" hahahahaha hayssss
Kanina lang. My ex passed the boards. Gusto ko siya imessage to congratulate her pero ayaw ko magpapansin. Happy from afar nalang muna. I am so proud of her
I'm visiting Cebu and last week, I sat down to eat a pizza. In the time it took me to finish, I was approached 5 separate times by children to ask me for money. The 4th child was a little girl with the most innocent eyes. I told her no and then I broke down crying in public.
Gusto ko sana tonight kaso shocks di ko malabas. Namanhid na ata ako sa stress ng medschool lol. Kahit gustuhin ko umiyak, ayaw eh haha itutulog ko na lang.
Few days ago 'cuz of my dad. Kakafrustrate kapag only child ka so parents mo na lang yung mapapagsabihan mo ng problema tapos hindi pa sila nakikinig sayo hahahaha ano yun solohin ko na lang lagi? Kakahiya mas matanda sila pero ikaw pa nagtuturo sa kanila kung anong dapat gawin hays
Just now, kasi I came out to my mom kasi sabi nya kakampi ko daw sya tas bigla nya sabihin:
"Ano na lang isipin ng mga tao kapag may kasama lang lalaki?"
"Tama nga sabi ng lolo mo (bakla naming lolo) na 'a dog can smell a dog' kasi dati nya pa daw napansin"
"Kaya ka siguro sakitin kasi kung kani-kanino ka na lang nakikipag sex ano?!"
🙂
A few weeks ago nag breakdown ako randomly sa tabi ng front door namin kasi everything's so tiring, punong puno na ko tapos my greatest love had to break up with me pa.
When i watched the season 3 finale of demon slayer. An anime never made me cry like that before
But before that. It was the time i watched Ghostbusters afterlife. The scene when all the Ghostbusters lined up and the ghost of Egon Spengler shows up? I bawled
Kaninang umaga. Been stressed about something and it's been draining me so just needed a release. This will be resolved soon but the lack of emotional support I have now made me sadder. I have friends but may hangganan lang kaya ko ishare and ikwento.
this week, while i was busy working sa office, on this day (a fav. song of my father) suddenly played
naalala ko nanaman na i'm not by his side during his operation until his last breath
nakita ko na lang siya nung inuwi siya sa bahay inside his casket
kaya tuwing naririnig ko ang kanta na 'yan, i can't help but to cry
Now lng. Nag seself pitty ako kase I came from a broken fam(only child) , lot of friends but they're busy and my boyfriend? Haha ayun diko maramdaman ni tumawag d nya magawa😭 kaya feeling ko wala tlga akong kakampi :((
Last night. I cried because my contract with a client will end this month and my job hunt has been unsuccessful so far. I cried while watching my baby sleep because I know she deserves a mom who can provide for her.
Just this afternoon. I was missing my ex terribly. We broke up last April.
Last night (and everyday since our breakup actually) I prayed and cried to the Lord for one specific favor na maliit lang. Gusto ko siya makita sa panaginip ko kasi miss na miss ko na siya. woke up today na masaya kasi nasa panaginip ko siya.
Just a few weeks ago,
I cried because nag-ooverthink ako sa rs namin ng bebe ko. Im too scared na iwan nya ako. I literally sent him a message that says, "can you promise me one thing? wag mo ako iwan". He said yes naman but he also told me na mas better kung gagawin nya na lang kesa sa sasabihin nya. he have this kind of mindset kasi na para sa kanya, mas better if gagawin nya na lang yung bagay kaysa sa sasabihin nya tas taliwas yung mangyayari.
That was the very first time na nagsabi and almost mag-beg ako sa isang guy. And i knew at that exact moment, im down bad. deeper than i realize
Like last year when no one pulled up to my birthday party lmfao. I doubled it as an excuse to see my cousin that got fired (that everyone so seemingly missed) and I knew there was an active smear campaign on me at my job. So I invited 40 coworkers. 7 (5 were pity shows) pulled up. I was hella butthurt cuz I didn’t think it was that many people?! My bare minimum expectation was at least 10 people. I fucked around and found out BAD 💔
My ego refused to pull up to work like a sad ass bitch for the next month when people were already playing on my name. I suck at crying so I had to intentionally induce it by taking shrooms the next day to purge it out. I did not want to be caught lackin so I paid with feeling like hell for 4-6 hours.
The day after that potent emotional release I came back to work peaceful as fuck like nothin happened. Everyone was wondering how I wasn’t down n out about the turnout 😭 it was people saying I was on CBD like I ate. Bounce back type shit like I finessed the hell outta everyone IKDR
Anyway it was better in the long run of things. I found out they was goin to bars and parks without me thinking I wanted to be included so bad. I barely leave my house like I promise u it is not all that. I ended up going to one of their park hangouts at one point and they ended up bullyin me anyway 😭 when I kept my cool for that 6-8 hour day they realized who they was fuckin with and tried to play it off. Girl bye
A few minutes ago. my relationship with my girlfriend had to be broken due to both of us finding out that i am actually a third cousin to her, both mine and her parents don't approve of our relationship due to this. it hurts knowing that we can never truly be together.
Few days ago.. for the past few months I've been trying to hold & keep things together. Convincing myself every single day, "it's okay" "it will be okay" "this will pass and everything will be okay when u wake up" "you survived up to this point, u can survive again"
But it all came crashing down because some things in my life rn was too overwhelming already and I probably needed to breakdown.. because Im just lying to myself na everything will be okay, when it's not.. it all took one trigger to break me down and I just let myself cry and almost choke on my whimpers.
I just cried until I felt better and lighter, rather than keep having the thought of unaliving myself..
Last year, a fresh graduate from a prestigious university. Found myself in a loop of applying online and being rejected every day. It comes to the point where I feel the real feelings of having an existential crisis. The phrase "Unfortunately, we will not proceed..."
Imagine waking up every day, opening my emails, and seeing the same words.
Last May 12, after my bday at mother's day pa. Kase ginawan na naman ako ng kwento ng kuya ko. Na ang labas ako ang mali at mga issues na pinipilit i connect sakin. Umiiyak na ko sa harap nila kase mas pinili ko na lang na hayaan na lang yung mga bibig nila magsalita kesa i defend ko pa yung sarili ko. Na kahit naman idefend ko yung sarili ko, ang lalabas pa din ay ako ang mali at hindi nila nakikita yung mga sarili nila na may pagkakamali din sila.
Hindi kase talaga ako magaling sa arguments, lalo na ganyan pa yung naging issue ngayon sa akin. Pinakinggan ko na lang kesa naman na sagutin ko sila, gagamitin din nila yung mga salitang bibitawan ko sa akin. Kaya for me, mas better na di na lang ako nagsalita para ma realize nya na yung mga sinasabi nya ay yun din ang naging ugat pati mga paninira nya.
Saka napagod na talaga ako makinig sa mga masasakit nyang salita, pinalagpas ko simula noon pero matatanda na kase kami. Hindi na ko bata para tanggapin ng paulit ulit yung mga salita nya na kahit sabihin nya pa na "ganitong salita lang nasasaktan ka na or iniiyakan mo na". Sana mas naging matino syang kuya, hindi yung ipapalabas nya na mali kami para makaangat sya saming mga magkakapatid.
Kung yun ang gusto nya, eh di go. Di ako nakikipag kompetensya, gusto ko lang ng peace of mind.
Kahapon, Knowing the possibility na hindi niya talaga ako gusto tapos ako na gustong-gusto ko siya makes me cry. I really really like him but I am out of his league..
im so tired from studying and my boyfriend visited me ( He's from Cavite and I'm from Bicol) im also embarassaed bc sobrang messy ng bahay and everything, but he insisted to make laba, linis the house and even tupiin yung mga damit. when i wake up from a nap, nakita ko yung tinupi nya and everything he did, and my tears burst out. im so touched by his effort, bc it's a big help to me that time.
A week ago, because of the sh*tty long distance relationship that drained the hell out of me -- physically, emotionally, and financially.
Sobrang bait ko kasi e.
Yesterday sa parking lot ng university namin. My gf of 1 yr broke up with me because she cant relate to ame anymore and she thinks we’re not compatible. She felt guilty that her go to person/s na is her friend group. Regardless, I have nothing but gratitude and love for her.
Last Wednesday. I feel like I’m not doing enough in life, that I need to be doing something more.
Virtual shoulder taps for everyone who commented here!
I was in my rock bottom too and when I saw the scence, it made me burts my tears. Grabe yung scene na yun at yung kantang ginamit. O Come to the Altar!
Uhh, last year I think.
We finished a competition and we didn't even get placed so we were dead last, also during that time our grades were being announced but they didn't meet my expectations so I shed some tears (I still feel stupid for crying something that is so shallow(
Kwento lang ako since I’m not really an open person when it comes to my own problems, ewan ko I feel like dagdag burden siya dun sa tao kung sasabihin ko pa. Anyways, I always tell myself na wag maging emotional kasi it would make me look weak despite me being a girl. So sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na umiyak lang nang mga 2 to 4 times a year.
May palang ang buwan pero ilang beses na ako umiyak magisa sa kwarto ko, pero breaking point ko yung di naka-sali sa academic awardee. Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko pinahirapan ko yun, tapos ni isang award wala. I did my best na maipasa on time yung mga works ko, I sacrificed my sleeping schedule dahil hindi pa nagagawa nang ka-group ko yung group works namin. At the end of the day sila-sila ang may mga award.
Yakap with consent. Kahit ako nasa lugar mo, sasama din talaga loob ko. siguro isipin mo nalang din, mas natuto ka both sa pagkakaroon ng mga ganyang ka-group as well as sa lahat ng pinaghirapan mo. :)
Watching the film blue bayou last Sunday. Absolutely sobbed my heart out. Brill film but absolutely heartbreaking ending. Watched billy Elliot afterwards and cried again but happy tears.
Nanood Queen of Tears a few days ago... When times are tough and stress gets to me, kinakausap ko late grandparents ko while driving. Not really crying hagulgol just teary-eyed at pinipigilan. Hahaha
Can’t remember. I think that was 2 yrs ago noong nalaman ko na isang taon na palang nagchecheat sakin yung ex gf ko. Masaklap pa naglilive in na pala sila nung lalaki kaya pala ayaw niya ko dumalaw sa apartment na inuupahan niya.
Today. Today is supposed to be my followup ultrasound and check up, but hindi ako nakapunta coz my hubby is at work. So bukas kami makakapagfollow up. I was 7 weeks pregnant 2 weeks ago, there was a spotting and lots of blood and nung nagpaultrasound ako, nakalagay na "no fetal pole". My OB said to observe and followup after 2weeks kasi 7weeks is too early pa. Hopefully may makita bukas kasi honestly, there's no signs anymore unlike nung 6weeks ko, I experienced morning sickness, now hindi na. 🥺
This morning when I did my physio session because of work related injury. Been off for a month tapos on & off pain when walking. I cried kasi I felt frustrated of my situation, tapos para na akong voodoo doll na pinopoke ng needles without any progress sa healing. Kalerky.
Tapos ngayon din kasi pinalabas ng SO ko ung aso sa room, kasi she barked all of a sudden tapos malapit sa tenga nya. I hugged our dog para di nya kunin, but he's strong and I don't want our dog na masqueeze. So ayun, I cried when umalis ako sa room para samahan si dog sa labas ng room. Lol.
last night, crying over not having honors at the graduation. The embarrassment, everyone expects me to achieve it but I didn't. Sana nagpalamon nalang ako sa lupa sa sobrang hiya.
Kanina, very slight lang, less than 20 seconds. Nagtapat ng feelings yung bida sa binabasa kong libro. Full blown: two weeks ago, medyo naluha ako habang nanonood ng Queen of Tears. Tapos, lumipad isip ko mid-cry at may mga na-realize na bagay-bagay kaya medyo umabot ng kalahating oras yung iyak. Hayyyyy
2 nights ago, but I didn't know why I started tearing up. I was on autopilot, mind blank, sitting on our stairs eating dinner when I just noticed tears streaming on my face.
Last night. Missing my lolo, lola, and tito. We lost them in just 6 months because of covid. I am very blessed with what I have right now (having my own family), but it also reminds me na iba na talaga ang buhay ko ngayon maraming nagbago at nawala. I lost important people, now I have my own fam with 1 daughter. I cant let go of the pain kasi it reminds me of how much they loved and cared for me.
Kahapon, di ko maiwasan isipin na sinayang ko yung ex kong green flag. Now, nagdudusa ako kasi pinakawalan ko siya at may gf na siya. Walang cheating na nangyari, pure tantrums ko lang HAHAHA
Yesterday, sa office, kasi natapunan ako ng suka na sawsawan ng food ko. Hindi na nga masarap yung food ko kasi naubos yung suka, buong katawan ko pa amoy suka! Umuwi ako, emergency leave.
Kanina lang mga 6hrs ago bago ako matulog. Naiyak ako sa mga videos ng couples sa tiktok tapos naisip ko bakit ako hindi nakaka-experience mahalin nang ganon HAHAHAAHA literal na naiyak na lang sa inggit hanggang makatulog 😫
Darating din yan, right place right time. Yung couples na nakikita mo, imposibleng walang mabibigat na away yan behind the scenes or malay mo toxic yung relationship hahaha. Wag mainggit, puro positive lang pinopost nyang mga yan.
Last last night. I cried realizing na my parents are getting older. I really want to give them the world pero hindi pa ako establish. They spent most of their lives working hard to take care and provide for us. I also want them to experience that there's more to the life they're used to habang malakas pa sila.
A few days ago. Sinigawan dahil nagphophone during working hours. Bawal naman talaga magphone pero hindi naman kailangan sumigaw sa harap ng madaming tao at hampasin yung table.
few days ago. bc of transferring applications shit thats, which brings uncertainties n worries abt my future thats been goin on for 2 effing yrs alr. i pity myself. i feel like nothing's going my way
last time, was when I was catching a glimpse of the sunset by the shore..and i realized ang liit ko compared sa buong mundo. Minsan ang sarap din palang mabuhay. Kahit nakakapagod, kahit ang cliche na ng lahat
This week lang esp sa videos ng mga bata na nasa spectrum 😭😭 sobrang innocent nila and it breaks my heart na makitang andon sila sa situation that they don’t deserve 😢
Kaninang umaga. Tired + frustrated with everything that's been happening + threats + leaked private vid + death of a friend. I feel so alone dealing with all these. Jusko quotang quota na ko. Baka meron pa 😅
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May 17 because it’s the only time I had to myself that I can grieve due to busy schedule. It was supposed to be his birthday the next day and we celebrated it together for the past 5 years and I didn’t know what to do since he broke up with me. Di ko lang talaga alam ang gagawin para makausad kasi I had a lot of unanswered questions
last decade lmao.
The other night. This time of year, memorial day holiday, is always difficult.
kagabi lang. nag breakdown na ako hours before. tapos biglang I saw a dead lizard on my bed. eh takot ako sa lizard so super cry ako kase di ko maalis and I live alone kaya naiyak ako sa thought na ang hirap mabuhay independently HAHAHAHA yun lang it seems petty pero grabe yung emotions ko that time kase sobrang pagod sa work lol
earlier, coz of kdrama huhu grabe yung queen of tears. Actually I don't often watch Kdramas, nanonood naman me pero mas lamang ang mpanonood ko ng english movie/series, I tried to watch that one kasi nandyan yung isa sa favorite korean actor ko and damn, ang gandaaaaaaaaa
can’t remember when pero around nung last sat or sun lang yun. super stressed dahil sa school tapos sumabay pa yung pressure na binibigay sakin ng dad ko tapos yung bf ko that time hindi nya rin ako kinakausap or pinapansin the whole day. ayun naghalo halo na emosyon ko, di ko na napigilan umiyak.
Yung may nagpost sa group about sa kapatid nya di sha sinama sa abay ng kasal nila. Nakarelate ako kasi never ako sinama even sponosr ng kapatid ko, im her only sister kaya may karapatan ako magtampo. Naalala ko yun, sabi ko wala pala tlga silbe pag poor ka, d ako poor ah. Hahaha! Gsto ko gumanti pero pano d nmb ako ikakasal. Sa bisaya pa, nahiubos kaayo ko. Yun
Last night. Because i miss my ex boyfriend lol. But i think he’s already doing better na without me. 🙂
November last year, one of my most clingy cat died. Last moment namin hung ingudngud nya nguso nya sakin at tatabi para matulog, di na pala sya magigising.
yesterday, sobrang pagod ako galing year end namin and uwi pa ako antipolo so biruin mo yon, antipolo to qc tapos nung pauwi na ako nakakita pa ako ng nabaril na tao, and i was so traumatized. nakita ko yung guy na bumaril sa van and ayon last night cry ako nang cry dahil hindi ko na malimutan yung takot, yung guy, lahat lahat nag hahalong emosyon.
Ngayon kasi grabe yung lungkot ko kasi di nako makakaenroll ng 3rd yr since I am a working student, my parents are seperated and I am living with my father na walang work. Then yung mother ko na may bagong LIP, pinapaaral nila pinsan ko ng college while here I am hinihingan nila mauutangan kasi need ng pinsan ko na yun ng pambayad ng tuition.
When I got accepted to a week long training program for teachers at NASA (Kennedy Space Center, Florida, USA). I felt that God raised me to reach that. 1 Out of 40 teachers in the whole USA to get into the program. I am not that smart or intelligent, perp sobrang blessed.
September 23, 2024 Inside St. Ferdinand Cathedral while attending Holy Eucharist before my LET. Sobrang ramdam ko presence ni Hesus. Overwhelnming! 🤝🩷🙏
[Therapists React to WANDAVISION with guest Kati Morton](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLkoagl-wZs&t=45s)
2 weeks after having my first miscarriage, first pregnancy as well. it was when I think it finally sunk in that I did get pregnant, had something living within me for 5 weeks, our future baby, and that we lost him/her. forgot the name of the song I was listening to pero I was thinking about it and bigla na lang ako napaiyak.
Kahapon dahil sa pagod. Isang linggo nang tig-dalawang oras lang ‘yong tulog ko.
Last night. 😭
the last time that I cried when my greatest love left me
This too shall pass….
Nung isaw araw lang. Heartbroken eh. Assumera kasi ako.
january or feb ata yun, sa simbahan yun umiiyak ako kase nagco-contemplate sa mga decisions ko kung tama or hindi pero i think na guide and binigyan ng strength ako ni Lord 🤍 pero naalala ko naman yung kahihiyan baka may nakarinig sa hagulhol ko nun hahaha
Last Monday, OFW working at HK. Bumisita plus pasyal sila mother and sister dito. Hinatid sa aiport last monday. Then sadness hit nung papasok na sila ng gates. Pinipigilan until makalabas sila. Paguwi dun na lang nilabas lahat.
2015 pa and for the reason that all people will cry about
Yung hagulgol? 3 months ago siguro. Sobrang nasaktan kasi in FO ng bespren. First time. I did offer na makipag usap, thrice. Silent treatment nalang lahat narereceive ko. After that. Wala na... Di na ko nag effort. Masakit pero unti unti kong nileletgo. Umiiyak pa din pero unlike before, better na siguro. Naaalala paminsan minsan, pero nalalabanan na.
ngayon lang haha, kaya gising pa ako. sakit ng ulo ko, may sipon, ubo, and parang magkakalagnat pa (wag naman sana). Dahil yun sa Sinabihan ako ni Papa na "Nag gagaling galingan ka nanaman" Wala naman akong ginawang masama, ang sakit lang haha. HANGGANG NGAYON Iniisip ko pa rin, di ako makatulog. Kaya kung magsasalita man kayo pls lang paki ayos. Ngayon nag o overthink ako kung bakit kaya nasabi ng tatay ko sakin yun.
I cried tons this month because of family gatherings. It triggers my loneliness.
Had a breakdown 2 days ago. Thought of all the ways my ex made me feel less sparkly. (Always criticizing, rarely praising. Manipulating me to his standards). Cried because I feel like I wasted so much time with him, and now i can’t function “optimally” because I’m anxious someone will tell me off.
2 days ago dito sa bahay, was in tears while venting to my sister on how overwhelmed and stressed I was at work. Hours later, got to time in to work with a headache from crying and stress.
2 weekends ago. I’m just so hurt of realizing that the people that I want to be with are actually leaving me out. I tried to talk to one of them before but didn’t really get the assurance that I needed. Until now I’m feeling conflicted about them.
just a few hours ago because i am so stressed out whether I'll graduate on time or not :((
Kanina lang. As very supportive sa mga friends ko, lalo na sa mga achievements nila, napa hagulhol talaga ako nang makita ko name ng kaibigan ko na nakapasa sa LEPT. Partida self-review lang at walang maayos na review kasi busy sa work, pero napasa niya. Ako lang din ang tanging kaibigan niya na sinabihan niya na kukuha siya ng pagsusulit sa LET. Nakaka proud lang talaga. Huhuhuhuhu
right now kasi miss na miss ko na siya eme
Last week, naiyak sa saya dahil nakapasa ako sa board exam 🥹
Wow! Congratulations!!
This morning lang. Looking at PRC Room assignment for CPA Board Exams this May 26-28, saw my cousin’s name but she’ll no longer take the exam as she passed away last month. 😢
This morning in meditation
Last week siguro yun? Naka dorm kasi ako dito sa Manila tapos namimiss ko na ang mga kids ko. Single mom btw, kailangan ko sila iwan sa province kasi mas malaki pay to work in Manila. Naisip ko na, puta dahil mag isa akong nagtataguyod sa kanila ganito nalang lagi ang set up, palagi akong malalayo at kailangan doble ang kayod. Namimiss ko na yung palagi ko silang nayayakap pag gabi, kahit pagod sa trabaho, basta sa kanila uuwi, kahit magpaligo pako or magtulong sa homeworks o kaya maghugas pa ng pinggan sa bahay or maglinis kahit maaga ulit ang pasok kinabukasan basta ba kasama ko sila sa pag tulog. Sabi ko pa nung mga panahong kasama ko pa sila, sana naman magkaroon ako ng kahit konting pahinga, ngayon nga nakakapahinga ng konti pero sobra naman akong nangungulila. Wala lang, totoo nga ang be careful what you wish for. Skl.
now lang. tumama ung hinliliit ko sa paa ng lamesa.
Last week lang coz I don't want to celebrate my bday. I have no job kasi umalis ako sa pagtuturo dahil I lost my passion. Ngayon nagsisideline lang muna ako ng pagbebenta ng perfumes, fake nails, bags. Nareject multiple times sa bpo jobs na inapplyan ko. Yun. Life. 🥹😢
A few nights ago. I was answering forms related to my psychotherapy at UPD PsycServ, and na-overwhelm ako as I tried to recall the traumas that I've been through.
Kanina lang. iyak kakatawa taenang ‘Shameless’ e puro katarantaduhan hahaha.
Dave Season 2 Finale 😭
Last March. Nag hahabol ako nung sa board ko kasi that time rin yung deadline. Tapos bigalang lumabas sa screen ng lappy ko na "Your about to shutdown in 2 mins". So ako, panic malala kasi nga di pa ko done sa ginagawa ko. Tapks ayorn, habang nag panic biglang lumabas lahat nung emotions ko, tapos hagulgol habang sine-save yung gawa ko. Yung mga previous stress ko na nag pill up, biglang naglabasan nung time na yon. Thag was the biggest cry I did in my entire college life, lol.
Minutes ago. Tiktok. Dog videos. Acts of kindness. Reunions. Adopted kids meeting bio parent for the 1st time, etc
Last week, relapse sa KathNiel haahaha oo na cheater na si D pero aminin niyo, we used to think that D is The standard when it comes to "love" hahahahaha hayssss
di talaga e, masyado controlling for me haha
Kanina lang. My ex passed the boards. Gusto ko siya imessage to congratulate her pero ayaw ko magpapansin. Happy from afar nalang muna. I am so proud of her
I'm visiting Cebu and last week, I sat down to eat a pizza. In the time it took me to finish, I was approached 5 separate times by children to ask me for money. The 4th child was a little girl with the most innocent eyes. I told her no and then I broke down crying in public.
Gusto ko sana tonight kaso shocks di ko malabas. Namanhid na ata ako sa stress ng medschool lol. Kahit gustuhin ko umiyak, ayaw eh haha itutulog ko na lang.
Nung makita ko ung meralco bill nmin. Kakaiyak talaga pre
Kanina lang, nakakalungkot kase kapag hirap sa pera
Kahapon lang, sobrang sakit ng tyan ko due to diarrhea 😭
These past few days. Our furbaby's nearing her eternal sleep 😔. Nakakaiyak din na narealize namin na walang magaling na vet sa area namin.
Just recently, I just miss the feeling of having someone who loves you unconditionally and willing to spend their life with you. 🥺
Last week na honest talks with new found friends, sinabi ng katabi ko na mas gusto niya pa akong makilala.
Few days ago 'cuz of my dad. Kakafrustrate kapag only child ka so parents mo na lang yung mapapagsabihan mo ng problema tapos hindi pa sila nakikinig sayo hahahaha ano yun solohin ko na lang lagi? Kakahiya mas matanda sila pero ikaw pa nagtuturo sa kanila kung anong dapat gawin hays
kanina, kasi miss ko na ex ko
Just now, kasi I came out to my mom kasi sabi nya kakampi ko daw sya tas bigla nya sabihin: "Ano na lang isipin ng mga tao kapag may kasama lang lalaki?" "Tama nga sabi ng lolo mo (bakla naming lolo) na 'a dog can smell a dog' kasi dati nya pa daw napansin" "Kaya ka siguro sakitin kasi kung kani-kanino ka na lang nakikipag sex ano?!" 🙂
A few weeks ago nag breakdown ako randomly sa tabi ng front door namin kasi everything's so tiring, punong puno na ko tapos my greatest love had to break up with me pa.
Kanina sa airport. Walang sumusundo sakin. I miss my dad, lost him 1 year ago and i still breakdown at the airport everytime i come home.
Kanina lang while driving. Can't help it. I think depressed na ako pero nilalabanan ko lang.
When i watched the season 3 finale of demon slayer. An anime never made me cry like that before But before that. It was the time i watched Ghostbusters afterlife. The scene when all the Ghostbusters lined up and the ghost of Egon Spengler shows up? I bawled
Kaninang umaga. Been stressed about something and it's been draining me so just needed a release. This will be resolved soon but the lack of emotional support I have now made me sadder. I have friends but may hangganan lang kaya ko ishare and ikwento.
Last night while listening to Michael Johnson's 'Bluer than Blue'
this week, while i was busy working sa office, on this day (a fav. song of my father) suddenly played naalala ko nanaman na i'm not by his side during his operation until his last breath nakita ko na lang siya nung inuwi siya sa bahay inside his casket kaya tuwing naririnig ko ang kanta na 'yan, i can't help but to cry
Now lng. Nag seself pitty ako kase I came from a broken fam(only child) , lot of friends but they're busy and my boyfriend? Haha ayun diko maramdaman ni tumawag d nya magawa😭 kaya feeling ko wala tlga akong kakampi :((
Last week, just being a failure in life.
Last Saturday, i drank with friends then nag rant abt my situationship. They said I don't love myself yet
Last night. I cried because my contract with a client will end this month and my job hunt has been unsuccessful so far. I cried while watching my baby sleep because I know she deserves a mom who can provide for her.
Just this afternoon. I was missing my ex terribly. We broke up last April. Last night (and everyday since our breakup actually) I prayed and cried to the Lord for one specific favor na maliit lang. Gusto ko siya makita sa panaginip ko kasi miss na miss ko na siya. woke up today na masaya kasi nasa panaginip ko siya.
Yesterday. Narealize ko kawawa ako sa kanya.
Same. Kapagod naa
Sendimg virtual hugs.🤗
kanina lang! watched d final episode of young sheldon ><
S7? Whaaa wala pa sa Nf 😭
couldnt wait kasi kaya watched it sa /myflixer na lang hehe :DD
Halos araw araw, dahil sa tiktok, IG or Reddit. Di naman madrama buhay ko pero yung videos ng ibang tao lalo sa meet cutes NYC nakakaiyak
Ngayon lang dahil sa traffic 5 hours commute sa araw araw
Just a few weeks ago, I cried because nag-ooverthink ako sa rs namin ng bebe ko. Im too scared na iwan nya ako. I literally sent him a message that says, "can you promise me one thing? wag mo ako iwan". He said yes naman but he also told me na mas better kung gagawin nya na lang kesa sa sasabihin nya. he have this kind of mindset kasi na para sa kanya, mas better if gagawin nya na lang yung bagay kaysa sa sasabihin nya tas taliwas yung mangyayari. That was the very first time na nagsabi and almost mag-beg ako sa isang guy. And i knew at that exact moment, im down bad. deeper than i realize
Like last year when no one pulled up to my birthday party lmfao. I doubled it as an excuse to see my cousin that got fired (that everyone so seemingly missed) and I knew there was an active smear campaign on me at my job. So I invited 40 coworkers. 7 (5 were pity shows) pulled up. I was hella butthurt cuz I didn’t think it was that many people?! My bare minimum expectation was at least 10 people. I fucked around and found out BAD 💔 My ego refused to pull up to work like a sad ass bitch for the next month when people were already playing on my name. I suck at crying so I had to intentionally induce it by taking shrooms the next day to purge it out. I did not want to be caught lackin so I paid with feeling like hell for 4-6 hours. The day after that potent emotional release I came back to work peaceful as fuck like nothin happened. Everyone was wondering how I wasn’t down n out about the turnout 😭 it was people saying I was on CBD like I ate. Bounce back type shit like I finessed the hell outta everyone IKDR Anyway it was better in the long run of things. I found out they was goin to bars and parks without me thinking I wanted to be included so bad. I barely leave my house like I promise u it is not all that. I ended up going to one of their park hangouts at one point and they ended up bullyin me anyway 😭 when I kept my cool for that 6-8 hour day they realized who they was fuckin with and tried to play it off. Girl bye
4 days ago, tangina kasi year-end na tapos puro pabigat pa napuntang group mates sakin, iyak talaga malala
2 days ago.. sad about my life.
A few minutes ago. my relationship with my girlfriend had to be broken due to both of us finding out that i am actually a third cousin to her, both mine and her parents don't approve of our relationship due to this. it hurts knowing that we can never truly be together.
I cried my last payday I cry every payday. When i'm looking at my payslip
Few days ago.. for the past few months I've been trying to hold & keep things together. Convincing myself every single day, "it's okay" "it will be okay" "this will pass and everything will be okay when u wake up" "you survived up to this point, u can survive again" But it all came crashing down because some things in my life rn was too overwhelming already and I probably needed to breakdown.. because Im just lying to myself na everything will be okay, when it's not.. it all took one trigger to break me down and I just let myself cry and almost choke on my whimpers. I just cried until I felt better and lighter, rather than keep having the thought of unaliving myself..
Last year, a fresh graduate from a prestigious university. Found myself in a loop of applying online and being rejected every day. It comes to the point where I feel the real feelings of having an existential crisis. The phrase "Unfortunately, we will not proceed..." Imagine waking up every day, opening my emails, and seeing the same words.
Just this week. I was watching Liberation Notes and the episode where namatay mom nila made me cry so much.
Last May 12, after my bday at mother's day pa. Kase ginawan na naman ako ng kwento ng kuya ko. Na ang labas ako ang mali at mga issues na pinipilit i connect sakin. Umiiyak na ko sa harap nila kase mas pinili ko na lang na hayaan na lang yung mga bibig nila magsalita kesa i defend ko pa yung sarili ko. Na kahit naman idefend ko yung sarili ko, ang lalabas pa din ay ako ang mali at hindi nila nakikita yung mga sarili nila na may pagkakamali din sila.
Defend yourself. I know na hindi madali, but you have to for your and their sake.
Hindi kase talaga ako magaling sa arguments, lalo na ganyan pa yung naging issue ngayon sa akin. Pinakinggan ko na lang kesa naman na sagutin ko sila, gagamitin din nila yung mga salitang bibitawan ko sa akin. Kaya for me, mas better na di na lang ako nagsalita para ma realize nya na yung mga sinasabi nya ay yun din ang naging ugat pati mga paninira nya. Saka napagod na talaga ako makinig sa mga masasakit nyang salita, pinalagpas ko simula noon pero matatanda na kase kami. Hindi na ko bata para tanggapin ng paulit ulit yung mga salita nya na kahit sabihin nya pa na "ganitong salita lang nasasaktan ka na or iniiyakan mo na". Sana mas naging matino syang kuya, hindi yung ipapalabas nya na mali kami para makaangat sya saming mga magkakapatid. Kung yun ang gusto nya, eh di go. Di ako nakikipag kompetensya, gusto ko lang ng peace of mind.
Kanina. Hahahaha. Feeling ko kahit anong explain ko sa partner ko ng side ko di ako naiintindihan at masama ang dating lagi sa kanya. 😂😭😂😭
Kahapon, Knowing the possibility na hindi niya talaga ako gusto tapos ako na gustong-gusto ko siya makes me cry. I really really like him but I am out of his league..
im so tired from studying and my boyfriend visited me ( He's from Cavite and I'm from Bicol) im also embarassaed bc sobrang messy ng bahay and everything, but he insisted to make laba, linis the house and even tupiin yung mga damit. when i wake up from a nap, nakita ko yung tinupi nya and everything he did, and my tears burst out. im so touched by his effort, bc it's a big help to me that time.
A week ago, because of the sh*tty long distance relationship that drained the hell out of me -- physically, emotionally, and financially. Sobrang bait ko kasi e.
netong 22 lang saktong monthsary namin ng bf ko. hindi kami nag away kaya ako umiyak pero dahil nascam kami
Yesterday sa parking lot ng university namin. My gf of 1 yr broke up with me because she cant relate to ame anymore and she thinks we’re not compatible. She felt guilty that her go to person/s na is her friend group. Regardless, I have nothing but gratitude and love for her.
Last Wednesday. I feel like I’m not doing enough in life, that I need to be doing something more. Virtual shoulder taps for everyone who commented here!
i cried last night before that i miss my mom since she just left me when i used my laptop.
I watched Beef (Netflix) and burst to tears when the church scene came up
That was a really moving scene
I was in my rock bottom too and when I saw the scence, it made me burts my tears. Grabe yung scene na yun at yung kantang ginamit. O Come to the Altar!
Yesterday after malaman na hindi pa ineend ng dad ko yung relationship nila nung kabet niya
Kobe's death in 2020. Bball fans know why
Last night. About a friendship break-up. Grabe, it actually hurts.
Uhh, last year I think. We finished a competition and we didn't even get placed so we were dead last, also during that time our grades were being announced but they didn't meet my expectations so I shed some tears (I still feel stupid for crying something that is so shallow(
Last night lol! Kasi kinakabahan ako for entrance exam ih😭
bawled my eyes out last night cz of that one tiktok of garfield and his father
Last week. I was stressed and na pre pressure sa life and career and may PPD ako… so grabe ang breakdown ko
Kwento lang ako since I’m not really an open person when it comes to my own problems, ewan ko I feel like dagdag burden siya dun sa tao kung sasabihin ko pa. Anyways, I always tell myself na wag maging emotional kasi it would make me look weak despite me being a girl. So sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na umiyak lang nang mga 2 to 4 times a year. May palang ang buwan pero ilang beses na ako umiyak magisa sa kwarto ko, pero breaking point ko yung di naka-sali sa academic awardee. Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko pinahirapan ko yun, tapos ni isang award wala. I did my best na maipasa on time yung mga works ko, I sacrificed my sleeping schedule dahil hindi pa nagagawa nang ka-group ko yung group works namin. At the end of the day sila-sila ang may mga award.
Yakap with consent. Kahit ako nasa lugar mo, sasama din talaga loob ko. siguro isipin mo nalang din, mas natuto ka both sa pagkakaroon ng mga ganyang ka-group as well as sa lahat ng pinaghirapan mo. :)
yesterday, pagod na po. confused at pressure sa career and life🥹
Watching the film blue bayou last Sunday. Absolutely sobbed my heart out. Brill film but absolutely heartbreaking ending. Watched billy Elliot afterwards and cried again but happy tears.
While watching Extraordinary Attorney Woo Young Woo. Ewan ung achievements nya na maliliit made remember to appreciate the smaller things in life.
Last night… pagod na ko
Last night. Dunno why. Even simple video naiihak ako. Sa stress na siguro to
last night..
Las week. Feeling like he is losing interest.
A week ago playing with my son. He will have a broken family soon kasi i choose not to stay with my cheating wife. I just cant.
kagabi, cried for all the contests na sinalihan na hindi napanalunan, di naka tapak sa with highest honors yung gwa, complicated rs with bf
last night, i'm currently struggling in my career path 😣
An hour ago because of my incompetence and wondering why I'm still here.
my dog died few days ago
Last week for a very petty reason lol
Nanood Queen of Tears a few days ago... When times are tough and stress gets to me, kinakausap ko late grandparents ko while driving. Not really crying hagulgol just teary-eyed at pinipigilan. Hahaha
Nung Tuesday. Wedding anniversary namin ng husband ko and we’re terribly missing our son.
Can’t remember. I think that was 2 yrs ago noong nalaman ko na isang taon na palang nagchecheat sakin yung ex gf ko. Masaklap pa naglilive in na pala sila nung lalaki kaya pala ayaw niya ko dumalaw sa apartment na inuupahan niya.
Kahapon, sa libing ng tito ko
hmm... this week. Stress from work
Today. Today is supposed to be my followup ultrasound and check up, but hindi ako nakapunta coz my hubby is at work. So bukas kami makakapagfollow up. I was 7 weeks pregnant 2 weeks ago, there was a spotting and lots of blood and nung nagpaultrasound ako, nakalagay na "no fetal pole". My OB said to observe and followup after 2weeks kasi 7weeks is too early pa. Hopefully may makita bukas kasi honestly, there's no signs anymore unlike nung 6weeks ko, I experienced morning sickness, now hindi na. 🥺
Kanina, pinanood ko yung video ni Eugene Lee Yang huhu
haven't watched them for awhile din and ang lungkot, pero nagulat ako na cheater pala si ned? thought he was a family guy.
last month, bcos i'm frustrated with our TTC journey. pcos cyster here 🤧
The other night. Relapse ng magagandang memories with her
This morning when I did my physio session because of work related injury. Been off for a month tapos on & off pain when walking. I cried kasi I felt frustrated of my situation, tapos para na akong voodoo doll na pinopoke ng needles without any progress sa healing. Kalerky. Tapos ngayon din kasi pinalabas ng SO ko ung aso sa room, kasi she barked all of a sudden tapos malapit sa tenga nya. I hugged our dog para di nya kunin, but he's strong and I don't want our dog na masqueeze. So ayun, I cried when umalis ako sa room para samahan si dog sa labas ng room. Lol.
last night, crying over not having honors at the graduation. The embarrassment, everyone expects me to achieve it but I didn't. Sana nagpalamon nalang ako sa lupa sa sobrang hiya.
bawi ka na lang sa next graduation OP kung meron pa hugs
thankyouu, babawi ako sa college🤞
KANINA ANG SAKITT NG CHAN KOBPARANG HINDI KO NA KAYA
Kanina, very slight lang, less than 20 seconds. Nagtapat ng feelings yung bida sa binabasa kong libro. Full blown: two weeks ago, medyo naluha ako habang nanonood ng Queen of Tears. Tapos, lumipad isip ko mid-cry at may mga na-realize na bagay-bagay kaya medyo umabot ng kalahating oras yung iyak. Hayyyyy
2 nights ago, but I didn't know why I started tearing up. I was on autopilot, mind blank, sitting on our stairs eating dinner when I just noticed tears streaming on my face.
Last night. It's always because of the same person. I just miss him. I don't want to message him, so I just cry.
Last night. Missing my lolo, lola, and tito. We lost them in just 6 months because of covid. I am very blessed with what I have right now (having my own family), but it also reminds me na iba na talaga ang buhay ko ngayon maraming nagbago at nawala. I lost important people, now I have my own fam with 1 daughter. I cant let go of the pain kasi it reminds me of how much they loved and cared for me.
Last night, nanood kasi ako ng Your Name Engraved Herein. 🥹
Kahapon, di ko maiwasan isipin na sinayang ko yung ex kong green flag. Now, nagdudusa ako kasi pinakawalan ko siya at may gf na siya. Walang cheating na nangyari, pure tantrums ko lang HAHAHA
haha lesson learned OP!
Yesterday, sa office, kasi natapunan ako ng suka na sawsawan ng food ko. Hindi na nga masarap yung food ko kasi naubos yung suka, buong katawan ko pa amoy suka! Umuwi ako, emergency leave.
yesterday, why is this world so unfair and cruel?
Ngayon. Because of fling haha
Yesterday, about work
Kahapon, nung tumugtog sa Spotify ko OST ng Queen of Tears.
Kahapon lang. anime-related. About a Jujutsu Kaisen manga leak. I’m 29 ffs 😫
gojo is dead DEAD
Now u gonna make me cri again
Earlier :( Because of work hay
Kanina lang mga 6hrs ago bago ako matulog. Naiyak ako sa mga videos ng couples sa tiktok tapos naisip ko bakit ako hindi nakaka-experience mahalin nang ganon HAHAHAAHA literal na naiyak na lang sa inggit hanggang makatulog 😫
sa tamang panahon anon.
Darating din yan, right place right time. Yung couples na nakikita mo, imposibleng walang mabibigat na away yan behind the scenes or malay mo toxic yung relationship hahaha. Wag mainggit, puro positive lang pinopost nyang mga yan.
HAHAHA no rush naman. Nakakainggit lang minsan pero sabi nga, mas okay na yung wala kesa naman mali 😅
This morning. My mother was recently diagnosed with leukemia and shes about to do her first chemotherapy session this week.
So sorry to hear this anon, But I do hope for your mother's recovery.
Last last night. I cried realizing na my parents are getting older. I really want to give them the world pero hindi pa ako establish. They spent most of their lives working hard to take care and provide for us. I also want them to experience that there's more to the life they're used to habang malakas pa sila.
I hope they appreciate your efforts to achieve this anon.
A lot lately. Healing from my ex. Anxiety,depression, self worth
2 years ago, when my ex new girl chatted on me na lubayan ko na daw ex ko. ☺️
watching tue young sheldon finale 🥺
Pms tears, almost anything makes me cry. One time I saw this video about a mother chicken protecting her chicks, I bawled.
I relate 🥹
A few days ago. Sinigawan dahil nagphophone during working hours. Bawal naman talaga magphone pero hindi naman kailangan sumigaw sa harap ng madaming tao at hampasin yung table.
Aww, i feel you
Sounds like bad management. What's Your profession op? If you don't mind me asking
Kagabi, sobrang saya lang kasi kayakap ko yung mahal ko
nice tears of joy for you
🥹🥹
few days ago. bc of transferring applications shit thats, which brings uncertainties n worries abt my future thats been goin on for 2 effing yrs alr. i pity myself. i feel like nothing's going my way
a week ago, scared of liking someone
aren't we all?
Kagabi. I missed my tatay who passed 2 years ago
A few days ago. Nagoverthink
last time, was when I was catching a glimpse of the sunset by the shore..and i realized ang liit ko compared sa buong mundo. Minsan ang sarap din palang mabuhay. Kahit nakakapagod, kahit ang cliche na ng lahat
Yesterday 🥺 pagod na sa life, pagod na maging people pleaser nakakadrain
Last week cause I was so disappointed in myself 😌
One piece chopper flashback. Kahit ilang beses ko na to napanuod.
Samee 😭😭
Nung nadapa pamangkin ko and had wounds that needed stitches 😢 Babaw luha ko lang talaga hahhahaha
This week lang esp sa videos ng mga bata na nasa spectrum 😭😭 sobrang innocent nila and it breaks my heart na makitang andon sila sa situation that they don’t deserve 😢
Last weekend, puro cute families yung nakikita ko sa reels. Ayun nainggit lang kasi hindi ganun ka-warm yung family ko hahaha
Nung hiniwalayan ako ng ex ko after almost five years together.. sobrang lala ng iyak ko nun
2 weeks ago. Naiyak sa sobrang sama ng loob na hindi mailabas.
Nung isang gabi lang. First in few years. Sobrang bigat lang, di na kinaya. Nagkusa na katawan ko.
Nung pinanuod ko ulit yung My Love From The Star
Kaninang umaga. Tired + frustrated with everything that's been happening + threats + leaked private vid + death of a friend. I feel so alone dealing with all these. Jusko quotang quota na ko. Baka meron pa 😅
Today. Last night was too much
Nung isang araw lang. Alam mo yung feeling na gusto ko na lang mawala sa mundo. Then, nakatulog ako tapos napaniginipan ko Lola ko.
November last year when I found out my GF is cheating on me. There were signs but I was in denial. Her phone told me everything.