I'm conflicted on this like, on one hand, yeah she took a bite, but at the same time it's just her playing to the "haydurs" that she's fine and i can't put into words why it's bothering me if that makes sense?
Yep, I agree. IMO, she had the eating vid in her drafts and waited till the very last min so she could get views while also spiting her hayders and tt, tryin to prove us “wrong.” She’s playing that card that she’s perfectly fine and everything like that. But she’s not only age-restricted, she is also shadow banned. The timing is everything, and I have this ick feeling that she’s doing it to troll bc she knows it would blow up. I don’t want to believe that to be the case, but she did play dead on live a couple of times and thought it was funny and it was not.
Because she asks us to be kind, but she tries sooo hard to find little ways to get under haydurs' skin. She's arrogant and selfish. Sick, yes. But still arrogant.
I agree, and I don't get why people think she deserves a free pass for being sick. You can tell she didn't want to take the bite but she did it anyways to spite people instead of trying to recover
Both can be true at one time. IMO, she’s saying to tt: “I don’t promote eds, see?” While also telling her hayders, “I eat, see?” She will refer to this vid any time someone comments about her not eating.
Does this vid not show ppl that she knew all this time but lied about it anyway? Ofc most of us didn’t buy the act to begin with, but a lot of ppl did- I see comments all the time (usually younger audience) that say they want to look just like her or that she is #goals. If she was fine and everything, why did she feel the need to show this to begin with? Esp since she was so against showing any type of eating or drinking before?
Idgaf about if she ate or not- she obv eats something to stay alive. To me, it’s more about accountability for the harm she’s done to others by lying and saying she’s “naturally skinny, etc.” And that’s not to mention all offensive stuff she’s said/done. I hate being so cynical, but she’s called wolf a couple of times now, just to give her fans hope and then suddenly take it away. To me, that is deceitful as shit, especially when it comes to serious issues and topics as such.
EDIT:the first paragraph was me responding to your comment and the rest is me thinking out loud loll
I think she DOES eat. Otherwise she would be dead. But she's likely purging afterward. I have a friend who has had an ED for something like 15 years. And I've seen her eat. Sometimes she will keep it down (usually if it's a smaller portion) but there were times she would eat and then go straight to the bathroom for 30 mins.
You can clearly see Eugenia REALLY struggled with this video - filming it and posting it probably terrified her to her core. Yet; she pushed through that, and still did it. That's a HUGE feat for Eugenia and I'm proud of her.
I don't care if her motivation was out of desperation to gain back the attention she's been lacking and/or to convince TikTok to re-monetize her; or if she IS considering trying to recover or [start] maintaining (it's clear as day her status has only declined since her restriction).. whether she swallowed that bite and only that bite - or took a couple more - or spit it out and didn't touch the sandwich again outside of giving it the illusion she ate most of it (which I don't believe for a second that she did eat all that) - for someone who restricts to the extent Eugenia does to post an eating clip; no matter now much or little; is a pretty big deal and should be acknowledge and praised. Eugenia needs to start associating food as something positive - and positive reinforcement could help her with that. And for those suffering with their own relationship with food could benefit from seeing Eugenia physically eating - especially with the titles we all know Eugenia tends to carry within that community.
I personally question her motives and highly doubt she's considering recovery - but like I stated above - I don't care. I'm still proud she was able to do this.
I left a comment (for the first time) on that video saying that I don't know how much she actually ate of the roll at the end (it was pretty much hollowed out (probably an overwhelming amount of meat for her)) but I'm actually really proud of her. I agree, we DO need to help her associate positive things with eating and show her that this is a good thing. that drinking liquids (even if it's not water all the time) IS good for her. very well put!
This was extremely well said. I, too, question her motives, but as someone with ED, I can’t help but be a little proud of her. She’s been actively against showing herself eating even a cracker or taking a sip of WATER for basically the entire time she’s been on the internet—regardless of intentions, this is a huge deal for her. I know she’s still not a good person, and I know she’s most likely just trying to get her account back to normal. But I just can’t help but feeling a little proud of her. For someone who is terrified of showing themselves eating (and just eating in general), to finally share yourself eating on the internet—even if she spit it out, she still took a couple bites and posted it for the world to see. People think her lip was trembling because she was actually eating food, and I don’t think that’s the case at all. We know she eats. We don’t know *what*, but she wouldn’t be alive if she didn’t eat at least on a semi-regular basis. But she ate *on camera.* Even if she wasn’t going to post it—and I think it took her a while to bring herself to do it—eating on camera was probably a HUGE deal to her. Petrifying, probably. But she pushed through and filmed herself eating *anyway*. Again, I don’t really care about her motivations right now, and I don’t think she has the best motivations either, but I do have a tiny bit of hope that this is a step in the right direction.
Like you said, this is a major deal. We *should* be encouraging things like this. Even if her intentions were just about TT, the more praise she gets for *positive* things, the more she will do positive things. She doesn’t have to eat on camera and I don’t think anyone but weirdos and fetishists actually want her to. We just want to know she’s trying to change. Maybe she is now, maybe she isn’t.
But we should at least be encouraging that change when she shows tiny hints of it being a possibility. Everyone always complains that she’ll never change and she’ll never try to get better/be a better person, but the second she shows that she might have an inkling of recovering/changing for the better, everyone shits all over her. We can’t have it both ways.
If she shows for sure that this was all a ruse and she was doing nothing more than baiting us, yeah I’ll be pissed. But for now, this *might just be a really tiny win.*
I usually get burned for *always* seeing the best in even the worst of people and maybe that’ll happen *again* with Eugenia. Again, I don’t like her, but I think she has a little bit of potential to change her ways. Maybe not, but we’ll see.
Nawh; the way her bottom lip quivered right before the sandwich went into her mouth shows JUST how repulsive the act of eating that sandwich felt to Eugenia. She did NOT want anything to do with it.
I’m wondering whether Deb’s face is the anxiety about her daughter having a meal with an eating disorder. This didn’t seem out of the ordinary. My mum used to seem similar when I was starting to eat again, it’s a stressful time. And the fact Eugenia posted it and obviously ate something is an achievement. Eating again and eating in public is actually terrifying. I am still nervous of eating in public even though I’m mostly recovered from my ed so can we please give Eugenia some credit here? This is huge and it’s a start.
Frankly, I’d be mortified if people commented and ripped apart every single facial expression I made or my mum made during my recovery from my ed. Let’s give Eugenia some respect for this and hope she’s starting to make some positive changes even if it’s not the recovery everyone wants to see. I’m proud of her for this and I really hope she continues it but we just don’t know if she will
Honestly...I don't care about brining her into this.
I'd have a stank face too if I was just trying to enjoy my meal and someone has a camera in my face.
I don’t think anything about Deb’s face is weird here. These are all normal expressions for someone who’s just sitting down for a meal and not hamming it up for the camera.
i don't know we've never ever seen this kind of content from eugenia before. ever. the most was during in her day in my life when she sipped some apple juice. i'm not getting my hopes up but im honestly proud of her for posting this.
plz don't attack me.
Watching the video, it's not genuine. Deb should be her exuberant self, even a little, like she was when she got to make eugenia preppy. This *should* be a celebration. But there's not one full smile for either of them. Half smiles at best.
And this video could have been posted days ago. She kept it. I don't get good vibes from that choice.
I watched and they’re probably not hyped up because they’re at a restaurant. Celebrating what? People read way too much into things I honestly don’t see any issues with Deb here and her behavior I guess she always has to act a certain way or it means something is up lol silly
You realize Deb probably tries to act extra enthusiastic and engaging when she’s the focus of a YouTube video, right? I doubt she’s like that 24/7. She doesn’t seem at all insincere to me in this video. She’s just having a normal lunch and isn’t the focus of the video.
you guys are never happy… damned if she does and damned if she doesn’t, she fibally ate on camera. you guys wanted this, now y’all saying it’s to get views. ffs.
Welcome to the internet. Everybody isn't going to feel the same way about a situation as you are. A lot of these people have had to beat their own disordered eating and addictions. When you are somebody who is a recovered addict and you see someone else showing off their addiction for views and fame to the detriment of so many people its going to really gets under your skin because you know how much better life could be if they would just stop screwing around. You know that it's just hard but not impossible. You also are more reality based and realize at this age participating in these behaviors is going to get you dead. Same with drugs and alcohol. It's hard enough on you when you're young, but when you're in your 30s, 40s or '50s, you either end up in jail or dead. That's it.
It's not that people don't want her to do better, but people are tired of getting disappointed every time they get their hopes up. There are so many instances of Eugenia treating her concerned fans like emotional yo-yos.
There is not one person in this group even though we are historically, skeptical from being consistently burned by her content that does not want to see a full recovery. Dealing was an addiction on the outside with someone that you want to see get better is exhausting. There are a majority of people that grew up watching this woman believing in her ability to save herself. Eventually you get to the point you distance yourself from Hope.
She couldn't eat the whole roll it would make her insanely sick. Those are super high in calories and fat. She would be at risk of her stomach rupturing or refeeding syndrome
This looks forced as fuck.
Forced or not it's a big deal for her to even pretend to eat in public
I'm conflicted on this like, on one hand, yeah she took a bite, but at the same time it's just her playing to the "haydurs" that she's fine and i can't put into words why it's bothering me if that makes sense?
Yep, I agree. IMO, she had the eating vid in her drafts and waited till the very last min so she could get views while also spiting her hayders and tt, tryin to prove us “wrong.” She’s playing that card that she’s perfectly fine and everything like that. But she’s not only age-restricted, she is also shadow banned. The timing is everything, and I have this ick feeling that she’s doing it to troll bc she knows it would blow up. I don’t want to believe that to be the case, but she did play dead on live a couple of times and thought it was funny and it was not.
I find it uncomfortable to watch someone who is as ill as she is. It's still a step in the right direction, even if the goalpost is a mile away.
Because she asks us to be kind, but she tries sooo hard to find little ways to get under haydurs' skin. She's arrogant and selfish. Sick, yes. But still arrogant.
I agree, and I don't get why people think she deserves a free pass for being sick. You can tell she didn't want to take the bite but she did it anyways to spite people instead of trying to recover
To spite people? No, to get un-age restricted.
You know what you're right and that's even worse
Both can be true at one time. IMO, she’s saying to tt: “I don’t promote eds, see?” While also telling her hayders, “I eat, see?” She will refer to this vid any time someone comments about her not eating. Does this vid not show ppl that she knew all this time but lied about it anyway? Ofc most of us didn’t buy the act to begin with, but a lot of ppl did- I see comments all the time (usually younger audience) that say they want to look just like her or that she is #goals. If she was fine and everything, why did she feel the need to show this to begin with? Esp since she was so against showing any type of eating or drinking before? Idgaf about if she ate or not- she obv eats something to stay alive. To me, it’s more about accountability for the harm she’s done to others by lying and saying she’s “naturally skinny, etc.” And that’s not to mention all offensive stuff she’s said/done. I hate being so cynical, but she’s called wolf a couple of times now, just to give her fans hope and then suddenly take it away. To me, that is deceitful as shit, especially when it comes to serious issues and topics as such. EDIT:the first paragraph was me responding to your comment and the rest is me thinking out loud loll
Hey no you're okay. I agree with all of this.
I think she DOES eat. Otherwise she would be dead. But she's likely purging afterward. I have a friend who has had an ED for something like 15 years. And I've seen her eat. Sometimes she will keep it down (usually if it's a smaller portion) but there were times she would eat and then go straight to the bathroom for 30 mins.
I can't help but think of how bizarre this "lunch" must have been for the staff at the restaurant....
I’ve always wished that an employee from an establishment Eugenia has visited would chime in on this sub, I’d love to know how the interactions are
I think we all cam imagine how the interactions go...
You can clearly see Eugenia REALLY struggled with this video - filming it and posting it probably terrified her to her core. Yet; she pushed through that, and still did it. That's a HUGE feat for Eugenia and I'm proud of her. I don't care if her motivation was out of desperation to gain back the attention she's been lacking and/or to convince TikTok to re-monetize her; or if she IS considering trying to recover or [start] maintaining (it's clear as day her status has only declined since her restriction).. whether she swallowed that bite and only that bite - or took a couple more - or spit it out and didn't touch the sandwich again outside of giving it the illusion she ate most of it (which I don't believe for a second that she did eat all that) - for someone who restricts to the extent Eugenia does to post an eating clip; no matter now much or little; is a pretty big deal and should be acknowledge and praised. Eugenia needs to start associating food as something positive - and positive reinforcement could help her with that. And for those suffering with their own relationship with food could benefit from seeing Eugenia physically eating - especially with the titles we all know Eugenia tends to carry within that community. I personally question her motives and highly doubt she's considering recovery - but like I stated above - I don't care. I'm still proud she was able to do this.
I left a comment (for the first time) on that video saying that I don't know how much she actually ate of the roll at the end (it was pretty much hollowed out (probably an overwhelming amount of meat for her)) but I'm actually really proud of her. I agree, we DO need to help her associate positive things with eating and show her that this is a good thing. that drinking liquids (even if it's not water all the time) IS good for her. very well put!
So well put!!
Wow, well said. This is a very positive and reality-based outlook that others could benefit from, especially those struggling with an ED
This was extremely well said. I, too, question her motives, but as someone with ED, I can’t help but be a little proud of her. She’s been actively against showing herself eating even a cracker or taking a sip of WATER for basically the entire time she’s been on the internet—regardless of intentions, this is a huge deal for her. I know she’s still not a good person, and I know she’s most likely just trying to get her account back to normal. But I just can’t help but feeling a little proud of her. For someone who is terrified of showing themselves eating (and just eating in general), to finally share yourself eating on the internet—even if she spit it out, she still took a couple bites and posted it for the world to see. People think her lip was trembling because she was actually eating food, and I don’t think that’s the case at all. We know she eats. We don’t know *what*, but she wouldn’t be alive if she didn’t eat at least on a semi-regular basis. But she ate *on camera.* Even if she wasn’t going to post it—and I think it took her a while to bring herself to do it—eating on camera was probably a HUGE deal to her. Petrifying, probably. But she pushed through and filmed herself eating *anyway*. Again, I don’t really care about her motivations right now, and I don’t think she has the best motivations either, but I do have a tiny bit of hope that this is a step in the right direction. Like you said, this is a major deal. We *should* be encouraging things like this. Even if her intentions were just about TT, the more praise she gets for *positive* things, the more she will do positive things. She doesn’t have to eat on camera and I don’t think anyone but weirdos and fetishists actually want her to. We just want to know she’s trying to change. Maybe she is now, maybe she isn’t. But we should at least be encouraging that change when she shows tiny hints of it being a possibility. Everyone always complains that she’ll never change and she’ll never try to get better/be a better person, but the second she shows that she might have an inkling of recovering/changing for the better, everyone shits all over her. We can’t have it both ways. If she shows for sure that this was all a ruse and she was doing nothing more than baiting us, yeah I’ll be pissed. But for now, this *might just be a really tiny win.* I usually get burned for *always* seeing the best in even the worst of people and maybe that’ll happen *again* with Eugenia. Again, I don’t like her, but I think she has a little bit of potential to change her ways. Maybe not, but we’ll see.
Well put, but she didn't seem more uncomfortable than in her average video imo
Nawh; the way her bottom lip quivered right before the sandwich went into her mouth shows JUST how repulsive the act of eating that sandwich felt to Eugenia. She did NOT want anything to do with it.
I’m wondering whether Deb’s face is the anxiety about her daughter having a meal with an eating disorder. This didn’t seem out of the ordinary. My mum used to seem similar when I was starting to eat again, it’s a stressful time. And the fact Eugenia posted it and obviously ate something is an achievement. Eating again and eating in public is actually terrifying. I am still nervous of eating in public even though I’m mostly recovered from my ed so can we please give Eugenia some credit here? This is huge and it’s a start. Frankly, I’d be mortified if people commented and ripped apart every single facial expression I made or my mum made during my recovery from my ed. Let’s give Eugenia some respect for this and hope she’s starting to make some positive changes even if it’s not the recovery everyone wants to see. I’m proud of her for this and I really hope she continues it but we just don’t know if she will
Honestly...I don't care about brining her into this. I'd have a stank face too if I was just trying to enjoy my meal and someone has a camera in my face.
I agree. She said she was having lunch with her mom, so we already knew she was there.
Not Deb but EC herself. She looked so uncomfortable taking those bites. The way her mouth twitched and how she looked at the camera before biting.
I don’t think anything about Deb’s face is weird here. These are all normal expressions for someone who’s just sitting down for a meal and not hamming it up for the camera.
Deb’s face is giving 
i don't know we've never ever seen this kind of content from eugenia before. ever. the most was during in her day in my life when she sipped some apple juice. i'm not getting my hopes up but im honestly proud of her for posting this. plz don't attack me.
I don’t see anything wrong with Debs face? Or anything sad
Watching the video, it's not genuine. Deb should be her exuberant self, even a little, like she was when she got to make eugenia preppy. This *should* be a celebration. But there's not one full smile for either of them. Half smiles at best. And this video could have been posted days ago. She kept it. I don't get good vibes from that choice.
I watched and they’re probably not hyped up because they’re at a restaurant. Celebrating what? People read way too much into things I honestly don’t see any issues with Deb here and her behavior I guess she always has to act a certain way or it means something is up lol silly
I respect your view, and honestly hope I'm wrong. Truly.
You realize Deb probably tries to act extra enthusiastic and engaging when she’s the focus of a YouTube video, right? I doubt she’s like that 24/7. She doesn’t seem at all insincere to me in this video. She’s just having a normal lunch and isn’t the focus of the video.
I respect your view, and honestly hope I'm wrong. Truly
Not to mention the literal damage that would do for her overeating this quickly
Why are you making assumptions?
Based on her mom's OTT personality in years past, and the fact that this *should* be a huge step in the right direction.
Dude, I was so shocked seeing E "eat." If she is a "master' manipulator- I can't wait to see what's next!?!
you guys are never happy… damned if she does and damned if she doesn’t, she fibally ate on camera. you guys wanted this, now y’all saying it’s to get views. ffs.
I have never wanted her to eat on camera. I want her to get professional help for her ED before she dies. In private.
this will only ever happen if she chooses to
Welcome to the internet. Everybody isn't going to feel the same way about a situation as you are. A lot of these people have had to beat their own disordered eating and addictions. When you are somebody who is a recovered addict and you see someone else showing off their addiction for views and fame to the detriment of so many people its going to really gets under your skin because you know how much better life could be if they would just stop screwing around. You know that it's just hard but not impossible. You also are more reality based and realize at this age participating in these behaviors is going to get you dead. Same with drugs and alcohol. It's hard enough on you when you're young, but when you're in your 30s, 40s or '50s, you either end up in jail or dead. That's it. It's not that people don't want her to do better, but people are tired of getting disappointed every time they get their hopes up. There are so many instances of Eugenia treating her concerned fans like emotional yo-yos. There is not one person in this group even though we are historically, skeptical from being consistently burned by her content that does not want to see a full recovery. Dealing was an addiction on the outside with someone that you want to see get better is exhausting. There are a majority of people that grew up watching this woman believing in her ability to save herself. Eventually you get to the point you distance yourself from Hope.
On point.
She couldn't eat the whole roll it would make her insanely sick. Those are super high in calories and fat. She would be at risk of her stomach rupturing or refeeding syndrome
Dupers delight