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Hey you're not forgotten, Happy Birthday in advance dear! Hope you get the best in life and have the best birthday too. And don't bother about the people who forget your day they aren't worth your love.
Oya mate, if you wanna play some games whenever your birthday comes around, and if the quality of my pc allows it, depending on the game, just pm me and we can discord.
happy birthday. treat yourself eventough you‘re alone. Buy yourself a cake watch your favourite movie, order some good food. You deserve a good birthday even if you’re alone. Do what makes you happy and gives you joy on your special day❤️❤️❤️
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Happy birthday to you( for this weekend) Happy birthday at last... Happy birthday, happy birthday.... you're a horse's arse.🥰 ....Aussie version..
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I hope you are alone by choice. If you are not, reach out. There are a lot of people out there, like me, that will be there for you. Happy (early) birthday! You are never alone 💗
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Earlier today. There was a thread on this site about a guy who went from living in his car to living in his own apartment. He posted pictures to share bc he said he wanted people to know what he accomplished but had no one irl to share the pictures with and now I’m crying typing this out again.
I've been there. I cried maybe 3 times from age 10 to age 35. During that time, I got so depressed I tested the weight of the noose around my neck. Thankfully, I didn't like it and turned back. I got therapy and now, I cry more regularly and ironically am happier for it. Feeling sad is healthy and crying is healthy, so long as you do it and acknowledge it, so love as you let it out. Keeping it inside makes it fester and grow toxic.
I hope you're ok and can get the help you deserve.
I once almost jumped in front of a train. It was weird having my brain want to do it but my body was not giving in. It was like I had two entities in me fighting each other.
If the train was going faster (it was stopping on a station) and I didn't have my whole class there, I would have jumped I'm sure. The train was going like 30 kmh so I knew I probably wouldn't die right away.
fuck, same here. I had to get of "r/wholesome" because every fucking post made me cry; I mean, in theory that's not the purpose of the sub but shit, the lack, in my life, of all the things in there just huts deep...
Nice.
I can roughly imagine how something that you have put so much time and effort into finally coming to life in your hands being an overwhelming experience.
Best of luck to you and your book 👍
Tonight. Thought about buying something I knew my friend liked almost 6 months back when it was on 60% discount sale. Next month her birthday is arriving and she made it pretty evident what's she wants from me.
My granddad raised me that a man doesn't cry, he is the rock for the family and his emotions are his and his alone, if the man is strong in the face of the adversity then the family uses him as a life raft in a flood, if they see him break down then how can they be expected to carry on when times are tough.
I know it seems wrong and outdated, but there's logic to it.
Yesterday night. Started off when I was listening to my favorite character sing this love song to me in the sweetest voice. Which normally I love and makes me happy.
But then I got thinking about all the relationships I used to have. How guys were never that sweet to me and only wanted to use me or were outright cruel. Then I remembered how no one ever wanted me or tried for me and it spiraled from there.
I've been longing since I was a child to be loved and accepted by someone. But it's not gunna happen. So I cried my ass off, and when I calmed down I fell asleep to his voice singing to me some more.
Maybe it's sad but I've felt more loved by people that aren't even real.
This really resonated with me. The not trying is a hard thing to wrap my head around. Seems like the more I think they're trying, the more they're giving up and I just can't see that apparently.
Cried about this very same thing today, probably about 8 times. Virtual hugs to you.
Anytime I see something like this, it makes me want to wring the neck of the people who do that. As a person who has trouble interpreting and communicating with people, when I see someone who had a special person and they just treat them like shit, it makes me as close to angry as I can get. It's unfair to treat any person like some people do. And just remember, there is always someone out there for you. Chances are, they are probably in a similar situation to you. Just keep your chin up, and you'll pull through.
Yeah I have autism and ADHD among other shit so I feel you on the struggling to talk bit.
I did have a special person. They were 7 years older but I thought they were the love of my life. Turned out they were just grooming me, and using me to fix their mental health. It really sucked letting them go, I never felt that intensely for anyone again.
Unfortunately I've been in a stupid amount of relationships. Dated anyone who showed interest. I don't think I really loved any of them, even if I thought I did at the time. I just became so desperate to be loved, and to get the small high of when things were good. I know it's not worth it now because the crash after the high really fucks me up. But I still long for it anyways.
As much as I crave it, I know because of my addictive tendencies and my baggage it would only end up with the same result. I hate it so much.
The last time I really cried was after the death of my mother in 2016. Sometimes, I might shed a quiet manly tear at night remembering her. The death of loved ones is probably the only thing that can bring tears to my eyes.
That's rough.
Nasty that you have to put yourself through the experience of deeply considering traumatic circumstances at any time but particularly on a day some like to thank God for.
Best of luck to you and respect for speaking to the authorities about your experiences.
I cry veeeeery much. Not because I am sad alll the time but I am emtionlly touched very easily. Watch a cute movie -cry, Hear a heartwarming story-cry, hear a good song-cry, angry-cry, happy-cry . It‘s not the loud crying but I get wet eyes on almost every emotional occasion.
Today and everyday for the past month and probably everyday for a long, long, very long, time. My dad died of ALS on the 12th of March and it was beyond hard watching him suffer. He was my best friend, my hero, my kids' papa with the biggest heart and the most gentle teddy bear I'll ever know. I miss him so much.. I can't sleep at night.. and when I do fall asleep all I want to do is dream of him and get that long hug again and again.
It's the worst feeling I've ever felt. I wish he was here. He made me feel like I was never going to be alone, that everything I did or how hard I tried WAS good enough. I lost a piece of my heart, my soul and my light. My dad was one of the greatest dads out there. A pure legend. I got the opportunity to live with my parents again (who've been together 49 years) for the last 7 years and lived with them until I was 24 growing up.
I'm now going on 38. So for 30 years my dad has been right there by my side.
Fuck I miss him beyond what words could ever write. There isn't enough tears in the world that could measure how much I miss him. 💔
So yeah.. definitely today and everyday.. I've cried.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my spouse on March 12th from SUDEP (Sudden Unexpected Death in an Epileptic Person), we were together for 21 years. What a shit day that was for both of us. Sending you all the hugs. Lean on people, and be gentle with yourself.
Today, I cry anytime I am super pissed. I be needing to feel the motions in order to release them. I have anger issues, I have to allow myself to feel and acknowledge. So, when I'm going through obstacles or if I get pissed, I cry then realize it was never that deep.
Pretty sure it was reading the lyrics to Soil by SOAD I teared up a bit. Haven’t properly cried for a few months though. It’s normally TV shows that get me.
About ten minutes ago when my ex gf who broke up with me March 22nd texted me and said "would you be my girlfriend" then said it was an April fools dare
I cry sometimes when I listen to good music
It's rare though.
The last time I cried because of trauma or catastrophe was when I found out my son wasn't my son. Over ten years ago. He was only a few months old when I found out... which I suppose was best for both of is as his real dad got an opportunity to be in his life but.. shit hurt bad.
Oh actually you know what - last time a girlfriend cheated on me with three dudes in a bathroom for some blow. That fucked me up good. Found out about a history of cheating. Everyone knew that it was going on for years. No one said anything. She started doing meth - in and out of rehab and jail- has a baby now. Glad I'm out of that shit.
I don't know that I've ever had tears, but I get choked up and can't talk once in awhile.
A few weeks ago. Every watched Reign Over Me. It gets me every time.
A few minutes ago. I cry everyday multiple times a day randomly. If I’m sad or not. I can be watching a tv show, driving, at work sorting Thru papers and I will just start crying, sometimes hard sometimes not. I actually cannot remember the last day I DIDNT CRY. I’m all seriousness.
last sunday, twice, i wasn’t able to hold my tears.
then almost today while i was talking to my manager when he’s asking about how’s life recently. good thing i didn’t cry in front of him…
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today. bc I’m always alone. and my birthday is this weekend.
Advance Happy Birthday Wishes💗
As someone else with a birthday this weekend that will definitely be forgotten, know you're not alone ♡♡♡ Happy birthday ♡♡♡ know I didn't forget (:
Happy early birthday!!!
Happy Birthday!
Hey you're not forgotten, Happy Birthday in advance dear! Hope you get the best in life and have the best birthday too. And don't bother about the people who forget your day they aren't worth your love.
Happy early birthday 🎂
Happy early birthday! 🎂
happy birthday for this weekend, hope you cheer up and have a great birthday 💝
An early kazoo for you🎉
Oya mate, if you wanna play some games whenever your birthday comes around, and if the quality of my pc allows it, depending on the game, just pm me and we can discord.
Happy early birthday, love 💕
Happy early birthday 🥳
Happy early birthday!!!
happy birthday. treat yourself eventough you‘re alone. Buy yourself a cake watch your favourite movie, order some good food. You deserve a good birthday even if you’re alone. Do what makes you happy and gives you joy on your special day❤️❤️❤️ Edit: Typo
Happy early birthday!!!
Happy early birthday to you!
Happy birthday in advance
Happy early birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉 !!!!
Happy birthday to you( for this weekend) Happy birthday at last... Happy birthday, happy birthday.... you're a horse's arse.🥰 ....Aussie version.. ![gif](giphy|SwIMZUJE3ZPpHAfTC4)
Happy birthday(today is mine)
Heeeey! Happy Birthday!
Happy birthday 🎉🥳
Happy Birthday 🥳 ❤️
Happy birthday for this weekend - sending you hugs x
Happy Happy Birthday!
happy birthday💓
Happy early birthday 💞😇
Happy birthday 🎂
Happy birthday my friend 🩵
Happy birthday 😄🌸💕
Hey, it’s my birthday this weekend to, on the 7th, happy birthday ❤️
I hope you are alone by choice. If you are not, reach out. There are a lot of people out there, like me, that will be there for you. Happy (early) birthday! You are never alone 💗
Wish you a happy birthday in advance
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY 🎂
Happy birthday 🥳
Happeh birthday for the weekend
happy birthday!!!!!! hope u have an awesome day bc u deserve it
happy birthday!!
Happy early birthday!!! Yewwwwwwww
happy birthday
Happy early birthday
Happy birthday 🎈🎈 😘
Happy early birthday!!
Advance happy birthday! You can celebrate it with us redditors.
happy advanced bday. Wish you happiness and all good things in life.
Happy birthday in advance 🥳🥳🍰
Happy early birthday 🎂🎈
Happy birthday in advance
Happy birthday.
WITH ALL MY HEART I WISH YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I’m sorry. I really feel your pain.
Mines April 8th and my moms too!!!
Happy birthday budda (in advance)
Happy early birthday my friend! I’m sending you lots of wishes on your special day 😊❤️
happy birthday!
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This
Happy early birthday!
Happy birthday, we are in same page
Happy Birthday 🥳
Happy early birthday! Buy yourself a nice treat, get cozy on the couch, and watch your favorite movie/show. Make the most of it!
Happy Birthday🎂✨
Happy early birthday!
Happy Bday still! Get some cake :)
Sorry for that dude I feel you, better times will come! have a happy birthday in advance!!. 😊
ohhhh❤️ feel hugged 🤗
Happy early birthday! You should treat yourself to some cake and a comfort show or movie. 🩷 Do whatever usually makes you happy 🥳
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Happy birthday to you in advanced!
Happy birthday. 🥳🎈🎂🎉🎁 If it makes you feel any better, I'll prob be alone for my birthday too, people suck.
Happy early birthday!! 🎂 🥳
HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO THIS WONDERFUL FERZON!!! 🥳🎉
Happy birthday bro! Many happy returns of your day… can’t wait to tell you next year!
Earlier today. There was a thread on this site about a guy who went from living in his car to living in his own apartment. He posted pictures to share bc he said he wanted people to know what he accomplished but had no one irl to share the pictures with and now I’m crying typing this out again.
I saw that one too. Man I'm so fortunate
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If you need someone im here
I've been there. I cried maybe 3 times from age 10 to age 35. During that time, I got so depressed I tested the weight of the noose around my neck. Thankfully, I didn't like it and turned back. I got therapy and now, I cry more regularly and ironically am happier for it. Feeling sad is healthy and crying is healthy, so long as you do it and acknowledge it, so love as you let it out. Keeping it inside makes it fester and grow toxic. I hope you're ok and can get the help you deserve.
I once almost jumped in front of a train. It was weird having my brain want to do it but my body was not giving in. It was like I had two entities in me fighting each other. If the train was going faster (it was stopping on a station) and I didn't have my whole class there, I would have jumped I'm sure. The train was going like 30 kmh so I knew I probably wouldn't die right away.
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Yesterday, on my dad grave
Damn.
If you need anything I am here
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fuck, same here. I had to get of "r/wholesome" because every fucking post made me cry; I mean, in theory that's not the purpose of the sub but shit, the lack, in my life, of all the things in there just huts deep...
r/eyebleach is nice too
Haha
Today. I'm working on self publishing a book and my cover designer sent me a mock up of the full cover, front and back.
Nice. I can roughly imagine how something that you have put so much time and effort into finally coming to life in your hands being an overwhelming experience. Best of luck to you and your book 👍
Thank you for the kind words.
Incredible. You are doing amazing! Please come back and post when your book is out so we can go buy it.
It was that bad, huh?
The total opposite lol
Haha, glad to hear it! Good luck!
i don’t remember, that’s a good thing right?
only you can answer that
Are you dead inside? Or is life just okish?
Yesterday. I’m 8 months pregnant and I cried cuz I couldn’t reach to pull up my own pants.
Aww..stay healthy and happy mama
Tonight. Thought about buying something I knew my friend liked almost 6 months back when it was on 60% discount sale. Next month her birthday is arriving and she made it pretty evident what's she wants from me.
It's been years.
Years!?!!! How is that possible I cry literally everyday, multiple times. I don’t remeber the last time I didn’t cry.
My granddad raised me that a man doesn't cry, he is the rock for the family and his emotions are his and his alone, if the man is strong in the face of the adversity then the family uses him as a life raft in a flood, if they see him break down then how can they be expected to carry on when times are tough. I know it seems wrong and outdated, but there's logic to it.
I’m a cry baby so it was yesterday and I do it pretty often and on demand lmfao bye why am I so embarrassing
When my sis got pregnant and I became father.
Not at the same time, I hope. Arkansas?
They haven't decided on a name yet.
Woah woah woah there hold up-
The question you should be asking is when was the last time I *wasn't* crying
Earlier today in the car, when I played a song that reminded me of my Father who died.
I cried after seeing my work schedule for the week
A few months ago. I lost my kids and completely broke down while driving. Had to pull over and just have a roadside mental breakdown.
Yesterday night. Started off when I was listening to my favorite character sing this love song to me in the sweetest voice. Which normally I love and makes me happy. But then I got thinking about all the relationships I used to have. How guys were never that sweet to me and only wanted to use me or were outright cruel. Then I remembered how no one ever wanted me or tried for me and it spiraled from there. I've been longing since I was a child to be loved and accepted by someone. But it's not gunna happen. So I cried my ass off, and when I calmed down I fell asleep to his voice singing to me some more. Maybe it's sad but I've felt more loved by people that aren't even real.
This really resonated with me. The not trying is a hard thing to wrap my head around. Seems like the more I think they're trying, the more they're giving up and I just can't see that apparently. Cried about this very same thing today, probably about 8 times. Virtual hugs to you.
Anytime I see something like this, it makes me want to wring the neck of the people who do that. As a person who has trouble interpreting and communicating with people, when I see someone who had a special person and they just treat them like shit, it makes me as close to angry as I can get. It's unfair to treat any person like some people do. And just remember, there is always someone out there for you. Chances are, they are probably in a similar situation to you. Just keep your chin up, and you'll pull through.
Yeah I have autism and ADHD among other shit so I feel you on the struggling to talk bit. I did have a special person. They were 7 years older but I thought they were the love of my life. Turned out they were just grooming me, and using me to fix their mental health. It really sucked letting them go, I never felt that intensely for anyone again. Unfortunately I've been in a stupid amount of relationships. Dated anyone who showed interest. I don't think I really loved any of them, even if I thought I did at the time. I just became so desperate to be loved, and to get the small high of when things were good. I know it's not worth it now because the crash after the high really fucks me up. But I still long for it anyways. As much as I crave it, I know because of my addictive tendencies and my baggage it would only end up with the same result. I hate it so much.
If you listen to music to channel feelings like me, I'd suggest Lindsey Sterling. She does some very soulful music, as well as some to lift you.
Yeah I've found music more therapeutic than actual therapy lol. I'll give it a shot thanks!
Had therapy once. Didn't work too well. I just walk, talk to my siblings and shoot stuff in games. Good therapy.
Two days ago, after crying everyday for a week. The new medication is kicking in very slowly!
I was listening to a Spanish song by luis miguel tu solo tu and I cried at how good he sings lmaoo🤣
St Patrick’s day, some guy shot my dog with a 45
Did it survive,? I'm crying for your dog.
No he’s dead
I'm so sorry. I'm afraid the person who shot it might be too if it was mine.
Oh yea he messed up I already shot his car up it’s not going anywhere no more
The last time I really cried was after the death of my mother in 2016. Sometimes, I might shed a quiet manly tear at night remembering her. The death of loved ones is probably the only thing that can bring tears to my eyes.
This afternoon. Admitting that I still love my ex after almost a decade of not seeing her.
Today, writing about something wholesome that happened with a kid I work with.
Friday night. I have a bunch of police and work shit I have to deal with because of two people sexually harassing me at work
Facts. Where I grew up, I know a little bit of what you're going through.
That's rough. Nasty that you have to put yourself through the experience of deeply considering traumatic circumstances at any time but particularly on a day some like to thank God for. Best of luck to you and respect for speaking to the authorities about your experiences.
Yesterday. Recovering from surgery and was in pain and just overwhelmed with everything.
Yesterday. I cried over depression and burnout
I cry veeeeery much. Not because I am sad alll the time but I am emtionlly touched very easily. Watch a cute movie -cry, Hear a heartwarming story-cry, hear a good song-cry, angry-cry, happy-cry . It‘s not the loud crying but I get wet eyes on almost every emotional occasion.
Today and everyday for the past month and probably everyday for a long, long, very long, time. My dad died of ALS on the 12th of March and it was beyond hard watching him suffer. He was my best friend, my hero, my kids' papa with the biggest heart and the most gentle teddy bear I'll ever know. I miss him so much.. I can't sleep at night.. and when I do fall asleep all I want to do is dream of him and get that long hug again and again. It's the worst feeling I've ever felt. I wish he was here. He made me feel like I was never going to be alone, that everything I did or how hard I tried WAS good enough. I lost a piece of my heart, my soul and my light. My dad was one of the greatest dads out there. A pure legend. I got the opportunity to live with my parents again (who've been together 49 years) for the last 7 years and lived with them until I was 24 growing up. I'm now going on 38. So for 30 years my dad has been right there by my side. Fuck I miss him beyond what words could ever write. There isn't enough tears in the world that could measure how much I miss him. 💔 So yeah.. definitely today and everyday.. I've cried.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my spouse on March 12th from SUDEP (Sudden Unexpected Death in an Epileptic Person), we were together for 21 years. What a shit day that was for both of us. Sending you all the hugs. Lean on people, and be gentle with yourself.
Yesterday. I was thinking of my dad who died last year.
10 minutes ago.
This morning.
Today. While unpacking my photos
Last night.
About .5 seconds ago
Hour ago
Today. Mental issues.
Last night. Most nights actually. Sometimes in the car on the way home from work too.
Yesterday. I’m unhappy with our dog…
This morning
Yesterday. Showed my SO the Jimmy V speech which she hadn’t seen. Gets me(n) every time.
Last night
Today, I cry anytime I am super pissed. I be needing to feel the motions in order to release them. I have anger issues, I have to allow myself to feel and acknowledge. So, when I'm going through obstacles or if I get pissed, I cry then realize it was never that deep.
A few months ago
Too long. Maybe a few weeks. I need to empathise with myself or watch some good somber story and have a cry sesh. Excuse me.
Last night…
About an hour ago. And earlier today.
Pretty sure it was reading the lyrics to Soil by SOAD I teared up a bit. Haven’t properly cried for a few months though. It’s normally TV shows that get me.
idk
Has been years.
Today
About ten minutes ago when my ex gf who broke up with me March 22nd texted me and said "would you be my girlfriend" then said it was an April fools dare
Yesterday beacuse my dad and my grandma were so annoying i couldnt bear it
When I broke my arm last year along with my computer, desk, and a bunch of other shit
A couple days ago but from laughter a girl told me that I had a crush on her 5 years ago 💀
Last week. The hardest 'ugly' cry I've had in decades.
Few hours ago
last night
When my mother in law died today
Everyday, I cry inside
Yakuza 4
Last night, over some past life trauma.
I’m actually crying right now because I feel so depressed and hopeless and suicidal and miserable.
Last evening. No reason. Just started.
Right now because my marriage is in pieces
I cant even remember..
I cry sometimes when I listen to good music It's rare though. The last time I cried because of trauma or catastrophe was when I found out my son wasn't my son. Over ten years ago. He was only a few months old when I found out... which I suppose was best for both of is as his real dad got an opportunity to be in his life but.. shit hurt bad. Oh actually you know what - last time a girlfriend cheated on me with three dudes in a bathroom for some blow. That fucked me up good. Found out about a history of cheating. Everyone knew that it was going on for years. No one said anything. She started doing meth - in and out of rehab and jail- has a baby now. Glad I'm out of that shit.
Five minutes ago I hate our reality
I have a migraine. I might just cry about that
Last night
Earlier today
I don't know that I've ever had tears, but I get choked up and can't talk once in awhile. A few weeks ago. Every watched Reign Over Me. It gets me every time.
Couple of nights ago, in my sleep. Felt good
Every. Goddamn. Day.
2018, inland empire
About 10 minutes ago... My health is rapidly declining and there's fuck all the many doctors can do...
I wish I could cry, I think it’s been about 10 years. The meds I take numb me a bit too much. 😞
I really cried bc I made sure I wasn't lucky Something broke down after I bought it I had been hoping for 2 years to get it
A few minutes ago. I cry everyday multiple times a day randomly. If I’m sad or not. I can be watching a tv show, driving, at work sorting Thru papers and I will just start crying, sometimes hard sometimes not. I actually cannot remember the last day I DIDNT CRY. I’m all seriousness.
Today lol I was talking with my mum about how stressed I am
physically cannot cry for some reason
Yesterday. My new meds makes it really hard for me to cry now so I barely shed tears.
Yesterday. It was the anniversary of my cat's death. 8 years and I still miss him. 💔
When my father died, then found out he was a pedo. Wasted tears.
probably yesterday, ya get that with a hurt heart and depression on top 😞
Two days ago watching ‘if I stay’ such a good movie! I don’t even cry for movies but it got me.
last sunday, twice, i wasn’t able to hold my tears. then almost today while i was talking to my manager when he’s asking about how’s life recently. good thing i didn’t cry in front of him…