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marcusswitch

Was experimenting with a couple of friends on a camping trip as a young teen. Sweaty as there was 3 of us in a small tent, confused as I felt his cum inside me. Surprised as the other took his place and dirty as I cleaned off the first. Been hooked since


Carnal_and_Curious

You had a bareback threesome with ass to mouth your first time - good lord lol


marcusswitch

Not looked at it that way, but I guess I did


tighty-whities-tx

I’ll bet that tent smelled amazing with sex. Cum and teenage pit smell


marcusswitch

We’d planned on experimenting before we went, so cheap cider, porn mags, never thought about condoms and we’d pitched a litter further away from everyone else. All 3 of us found the roles we liked and went at it well into the early morning


unnoticed77

I liked it a lot. I also felt, well, not shame, but not totally okay with it either.


tighty-whities-tx

It took me a while to be okay with being a bottom. I always wanted to hide it and not let other guys know I was the one taking it up the ass. My partner now os amazing he makes me feel so good about it and proud to be a bottom.


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tighty-whities-tx

We are in the same boat buddy. Maybe I was scared people woild see me as less of a man and less masculine I’m not sure but i even passed on having as much sex with my bf at the time because I was slightly embarrassed. I firmly believe my partner made all the difference I shared my apprehension with him and we had a long talk where he reassured me that did not make me any less manly


queerjourney

You summed it up better than I ever could. It hit me laying there afterwards that I'd lost my virginity in lingerie bottoming for a guy, first few times I cried, it felt so good and I'm obviously still doing it but there can be negative emotions.


viridiusdynamus

Sweaty, confused, terrified, and thrilled.


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Terrified? Why!?


tesseus

Sore, full with cum, and used, but at the same time horny af, I wanted more, I wanted to do everything, but had to leave.


[deleted]

First anal? Shocked, humiliated, embarrassed,dirty, horny, elated, excited, desperate for more.


mgadams22

Horrible. The guy stopped talking to me completely and outed me to everyone who would listen. This was my freshman year of high school.


PSCali

That sucks! So sorry that happened to you.


tighty-whities-tx

Very confused. I remember having that full feeling of his dick inside me. I was not sure that I enjoyed it. Watching how much pleasure it brought him - led me to like pleasing a top. I also learned some tops are way better than others and he was not hitting my prostate nor was he verbal. So a big dick did not equal hitting all my buttons. Now I really like having my partners dick fill me up and feeling him him breed me is the best feeling in the world.


CuteGuyInCali

I was nervous because I met him through yahoo chats. But he didn't come through. My second meet was with a couple (men) (first time, ass broken in) and I was spit roasted. It was exciting. Honestly I wasn't that nervous. I went all the way. And it was amazing. I felt like a natural. It was at this point I knew I was a bottom 100%. And there is no going back. Im bisexual but sex with men is AMAZING!!!


Intelligent_Buyer491

Liberated. My first time was in the stairwell at my job. I was so scared but completely forgot where I was when he began clapping my checks. Thank god security never checked and I walled away with a load down my throat.


Signal-Confusion-976

After I gave head for the first time I was hooked. Just love the feeling of a pulsating cock cumming down my throat. The same thing with the first time I got fucked.


AkolouthosSpurius

Good? He came in me, I came being fucked too. I had fantasized it a lot up until that point so it was good to have done it finally, blissed out, panting trying to recover my breath. A while after, not so well probably. He quiet obviously wanted to keep as a side bitch who would stay loyal - one-way?!?! ☠️Ummm, wtf 😅


SaltUnique103

I didn't experience much pleasure (if any) from being fucked as I had hoped but overall I was really happy that I had finally taken a huge cock in my ass.


Archer_Python

Little uneasy but my partner at the time was very sweet and calmed me down. Then after that we tried it again and I loved it and ever since then I've been hooked


asian_holes

sore and disgusting


wandpapierkritiker

electric.


PrizeChannel9740

Overwhelmed, satisfied, horny to fuck again


RoxyFawkes

Sad. He was only in me for a few seconds. He got scared cause he was super religious. We were both about 11. I didn't try again until I was in college.


SiteRepresentative12

I went with the intention of not liking it because I new I was straight and this was just some curiosity. Well I actually loved it and knew I wasn’t straight. Deep down I knew I was gay and the first time just verified it


gptop

Felt great. Couldn't wait to get in him again


FunnyQueer

Horny. I was too nervous to cum so I had a post-sex boner for like three days afterwards. I was 14, so I guess that’s not really unusual though.


ManaHarvest

A little sore, but elated at the same time. Couldn't wait for him to top me again.


Bi-Cali-Boy

Bottoming for the first time was everything i hoped it would be and more


ATLguyATL

I immediately regretted it. Then I couldn't stop thinking about it. I'm afraid it took me a good number of years to finally enjoy it without any shame or guilt. That's life in the rural fucked up South for you. Especially in the '70s and early '80s.


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Gross. And unsatisfied. The guy was nice but nothing else was good. His dick felt small, couldn't feel anything inside. Lacked foreplay. Minimal kissing, nothing exciting. Plus he ejaculated within a minute. This was my first time. I expected it be a memorable experience but it was not.


Super-Lunch4021

Dissapointed


iluvreadingnjackoff

Used and regretful


mcj92846

First time wasn’t good. It felt off. But I knew without a doubt I was gay still and the second guy I had sex with, it was great. Bad experience because of that specific guy not because it’s a guy


jinjerbear

Dirty, stragne and weirded out, but then started to crave it afterward. Sorta like when I first tried Ethiopian food.


trashbaguser

i felt gross because my first time was not a good time :,) but my second time was a lot better so there’s that


Feisty_Revolution_14

Felt pretty gay


ottawabarebackslut

The first guy that ever fucked me didn’t last very long but he felt so good and when he left, i desperately wanted more. So I went straight to the local bathhouse for the first time. And that’s pretty much how I feel anytime I get fucked. “More please.”


HappyAccidents31

Super weird. I was confident I was gay and wanted to bottom and I'd fooled around with guys but never done anal. Found a guy on the apps my freshman year of college who said he was experienced but am pretty sure he had no idea what he was doing either. Went to his place, his bedroom was his mattress on the floor and an alarm clock and a pile of stuff next to it. We barely talked, foreplay was a little kissing, me sucking his dick and him trying to finger me without lube. Not a size queen but I would guess he was about 4.5" and on the thin side. He wanted to fuck me in doggy and I have always had a bit of a booty so we had to figure out how to make that work, and it meant I was gonna be spreading pretty wide and it felt awkward. When he finally got in it hurt a little but I got used to it pretty fast, but he started pounding away almost immediately and was just grabbing my ass and digging in and came in about 90 seconds, then just pulled out and rolled over and said "thanks" and was clearly done with me. I got dressed and left and my ass was lubed up and tingling from what had just happened and I kept thinking "is THAT what sex is gonna be like all the time"


Charlie-In-The-Box

Elated.


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Sweaty, excited, ready for another round.


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This was exactly it for me too.


Luvthewater

Amazing. I couldn't get enough.


dorkyfoxx926

it wasnt perfect but i was speechless like that really happened, and i had been dreaming of it


heatherBBC

I couldn't get enough, all I could think about was dick.


bipwood

I tried topping once and it didn’t go very well. Didn’t like the way he treated me, like a human dildo. I lost interest and got out of there as diplomatically as I could. Might try it again


luvpain

At first guilty, but i realised something that felt so good can not be wrong


rehaank

Pain


MalcolmBekei

It was thrilling and exciting, but the next day I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it again after all. It wasn't guilt or shame driving that feeling, I guess I thought getting fucked by a guy would be more sexually fulfilling somehow. A week later I decided to give it a second try and changed my mind. I've been a dedicated bottom ever since.


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My first time was kind of disappointing. My second time too. But the third time was the charm 😁


Iamlosingmyerection

If honestly felt kinda gross and almost had an existential crisis. I was in college and had only ever been with women but always wanted to try it when a guy. I went to an extremely liberal college that was very pro LGBT so I was more exposed to everything that I ever was in my hometown, I downloaded Grindr as a joke to myself but ended up meeting up with a guy a few weeks later, so I could finally just try it. It wasn't great, his cock was pretty big and it felt amazing inside me but he finished in less than 2 mins and I ended up just kind of feeling used. I was standing outside his dorm in the snow just processing what had just happened. The guy was pretty awkward and just wasn't a good top, which I realized later. I never even touched his cock, he sucked me for a little bit then just stuck it in. I tried it again with a different guy a few months later and it was so much better I'm so glad I tried it again, if I would have left off with that horrible first time I wouldn't have ever explored my sexuality further.


perv6595

Technically my first time was when I was a child and was forced into performing acts on a teen and his friend who lived next door. For years I struggled with feeling shame however in my late teens I knew that’s male on male sex turned me wild, was literally the only porn I could watch, as a bi man I was extremely confused. However my first actual time, I went to a local public toilet. I waited around an hour scanning the usual apps until finally someone came in, was all a bit of a blur because of the poppers and nerves but I still don’t think someone has fucked me so well. Had a bit of shame still and felt dirty but from that moment on I knew I loved getting used. Role on a few years later and at 24 I take dick like a champ, beg for it and go looking for more. Love a happy ending


yesnoook

Amazing! 😍


gripizard

Opposed to most of the comments here I felt a sense of fulfilment when I was first filled. Before I lost my virginity I always fantasized about giving and being the source of pleasure for another. When I laid on my back and wrapped my legs around my first guy, I just felt perfectly normal. He slipped it right in, I opened to receive him, leg wrapped him and I've been a bottom ever sense.