I can relate to you. Finally being able to let go of the 'never doing enough' and seeing 'always did best I could, and I am proud of her' made me a different person :)
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I relate so deeply to this. I am undiagnosed but my doctor has suggested I get screened. It feels bizarre to want to actually go through with trying at all though, because if I was making things up in my head and I just have deep personality flaws then what do I d o. But it's so tiring doing this whole play to appear to represent the concept of normalcy. But maybe I am someone that is genuinely just broken.
I can relate to you. Finally being able to let go of the 'never doing enough' and seeing 'always did best I could, and I am proud of her' made me a different person :)
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I relate so deeply to this. I am undiagnosed but my doctor has suggested I get screened. It feels bizarre to want to actually go through with trying at all though, because if I was making things up in my head and I just have deep personality flaws then what do I d o. But it's so tiring doing this whole play to appear to represent the concept of normalcy. But maybe I am someone that is genuinely just broken.