I feel like I ghost write this...
I didn't even feel bad pag nababastos ko sila kase nasa isip ko sila yung unang nawalan ng respeto sakin as a person. And then they expect us na maintindihan after all the things na sinabi nila na nakakasakit since di daw sinasadya at nadala lang ng galit.
kala ko ako lang may problema ganito gusto ko na nga patayin sarili ko kasi di ko na kaya at halos 80% of my invironment is very toxic crab mentality lalo na ung tatay ko dinadown nya ako ng sobra kahit wala akong ginagawa masama i ask for a priest advice sabi nya i pray ko lng daw sya at sana pag dating ng panahon despite of what i have been through and it will become else's survival guide.
Isang hug para sa iyo, OP. Kaya mo yan. Just hold on.
Yes, you and your mental health should be a priority. Maraming tao ang hindi nakakaintindi na sila ang dahilan ng pagiging distant mo, hindi ikaw, hindi ang paaralan mo, at lalong hindi ang ibang tao, kundi ang attitude nila. Kapit lang - but please start being ready to leave just in case things do not feel safe anymore - always have a plan B. And C. And... you get the drift. It's perfectly fine to not love one's family if the situation warrants it - in this case, it has ceased to be a happy, safe and supportive one. Okay lang to walk away. (Wag mo lang iwan kapatid mo hangga't maari ha.)
Magandang desisyon ang mag move out kung gusto mong makalaya sa toxic environment na tinitirhan mo, pero gaya nga ng sabi mo, di mo kaya.
Nasa sayo yang desisyon na yan, at maganda rin kung magfocus ka muna sa kaya mong gawin kaysa sa hindi.
I feel like I ghost write this... I didn't even feel bad pag nababastos ko sila kase nasa isip ko sila yung unang nawalan ng respeto sakin as a person. And then they expect us na maintindihan after all the things na sinabi nila na nakakasakit since di daw sinasadya at nadala lang ng galit.
kala ko ako lang may problema ganito gusto ko na nga patayin sarili ko kasi di ko na kaya at halos 80% of my invironment is very toxic crab mentality lalo na ung tatay ko dinadown nya ako ng sobra kahit wala akong ginagawa masama i ask for a priest advice sabi nya i pray ko lng daw sya at sana pag dating ng panahon despite of what i have been through and it will become else's survival guide.
Isang hug para sa iyo, OP. Kaya mo yan. Just hold on. Yes, you and your mental health should be a priority. Maraming tao ang hindi nakakaintindi na sila ang dahilan ng pagiging distant mo, hindi ikaw, hindi ang paaralan mo, at lalong hindi ang ibang tao, kundi ang attitude nila. Kapit lang - but please start being ready to leave just in case things do not feel safe anymore - always have a plan B. And C. And... you get the drift. It's perfectly fine to not love one's family if the situation warrants it - in this case, it has ceased to be a happy, safe and supportive one. Okay lang to walk away. (Wag mo lang iwan kapatid mo hangga't maari ha.)
Same here, i got used to it from a very young age, now look at me, let’s play a game of Who’s going to retirement home!
Magandang desisyon ang mag move out kung gusto mong makalaya sa toxic environment na tinitirhan mo, pero gaya nga ng sabi mo, di mo kaya. Nasa sayo yang desisyon na yan, at maganda rin kung magfocus ka muna sa kaya mong gawin kaysa sa hindi.