girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy baby girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy
Six in the morning and I'm thinking I should end myself
3 PM and I'm thinking I should get some help
Woke up feeling like, feeling like I'm not myself
I hear voices, I hear voices when I'm by myself
Iām up she broke šÆ (Iām up late posting on reddit because i was so deep in a fake scenio thinking of her that I got to the part where Iām looking up her tarot
card reading hoping it mentions that I miss her so she reaches out)
1 o'clock, 2 AM, I don't recognize myself, now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses, every time I look in the mirror I see monsters
How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect, you make me feel so dirty, you make me feel so naked
šššššššš
āFucked up for days can I catch I break?
I just wanna go away, make it go away.ā
Waster in general hits too hard
āSmoking so much dope can I take a breakā
āSorry mom I know you hate to see me this wayā
I woke up today, wishing i was someone else
Disarray, disarray, disarray, dissociate
Black clouds I see
Rain shame on me
Blamed and guilty
Stained and filthy
When I was really depressed pre-figuring myself out (am trans :)) Bladee's "My heaaaartttt, where did it gooo" always got me. Love that song, love that album, man, Bladee must've been going through some shit cuz not only does it slap but it's also depressing and somberly reflective yet so beautiful. Love Eversince so much
delete my number baby
leave me like a dumpster baby
treat me like trash cause thats all i am
iāll be ur doll play w me
leave me in a box forget me
u dress me up
but u dont pick me up
iām glitching trapped in my own person, i canāt live without you, like nutrition
wish you never met me, i canāt sleep at night
you remind me of somebody i forgot about
Still sick still sick still sick, still sick still sicckk. Still sick still sick, still sick still sickk. Still sick 12 grams in the zippppp, us we donāt mixxxx. Triple 6 for my wriist, blood on ma lipzz
>I know I can get her anytime I want
But I don't even want her, I'ma roll a blunt
I had to leave it was getting deep
I drop a stack at Sesame Street
I'm in the night, make it weep
š
>S925, I can't work a 9 to 5
>It gets harder, it gets darker
Good pack just came in, it smell like a marker
American cup sneakers, these ain't no joggers
Think I caught her like a spider
I might keep her for a week then I drop her
Fuck a copper, got it from my doctor
Drain Gang high school, yeah I'm a scholar
I won't fight you, I can't be bothered
Baby, I can't text you, I'm not a author
š
>I need a break, can I live?
I need to change something quick
I pay the price for the sin
I'm at the gate, let me in (At the gate, let me in)
I take my life for the risk
I roll a dice, need a six
Take a chance with me, is it worth it?
Iām gonna stay up 'til it's not even that early
Every time I get a chance, it gets out of hand
Burning through the grams to the point where it gets sad
Iām still in the land where nobody understand
But I'm with the gang, and they know that it gets bad
Fucked it up again when I'm fucked up off a Xan
What the fuck is happening tonight? What's the plan?
Donāt tell anyone
Keep my mouth shut or Iāll spill out my guts
Oh, pretty please with a sugar on top
I can stop whenever I want
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Public display me, shame me baby
Iāll do it all for you rate me
Lie and Betray me, hate me, play me
Iāll be whatever you make me
Its just a pill and youve got to take it
Its just a pill and youve got to take
Its just a pill and youve got to take it
And i wont rest until you take it
After or while (i forgor š) thinking about how to break up w my ex this lyric hit hard
"I've just been planning how to get out,
I'm letting go, your being left out"
Bladee - Xd Out
leave me like a dumpster baby
treat me like trash
cuz thats all i am
ill be your doll play with me
leave me in a box forget me
you dress me up
but you dont pick me up...
Doing what I'm meant to for nothing
the absurdist drainer
I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy I'm crazy, I'm crazy
BABY CANT YOU SEE IM MESSED UUUUUP? THESE DIRTY BOYS REALLY NEXT UP.
girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy baby girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy girl you wrong girl you crazy
This song sucks
Fax š
You woke up late the breakfast closed
sorry mom i know you hate to see me this way
This one is specially real
just running through the days, running through the pain
imma treat myself with fuckin medicine to feel something i'd do anything
endlessly go over my mistakes
Aye man but thatās how you find out what it takes
Real
I told my dudes don't give up, but we all know that we're all fucked
what can I do yeah it suxxx
Iām bout to start crying in my bed š¢ Evil words spin around my head š
My pradas look like tom fordās (I donāt have pradas nor tom fords)
why not
Six in the morning and I'm thinking I should end myself 3 PM and I'm thinking I should get some help Woke up feeling like, feeling like I'm not myself I hear voices, I hear voices when I'm by myself
Man I can't unhear the fake genius lyrics anymore š
real as fuck
this one
honestly this is the most relatable. jesus
What song is this?
plastic surgery
Oh well, play the cards that Iām given
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What song is this?
Doorman, best bladee song
AAAAAHHHHHHHH AAAAHHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH - Blue Eyes
i feel like a city with no people in it
my bad i meant āI can't have fans 'round 'cause they wanna record meā š¤Ŗš«£š¤
what song is that
Taipei yong lean
I want a human body, I want to be someone
hard on that I want to be someone
Eating disorder + body dysmorphia š¤š¤š¤
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Who holds her itās not me
hahahahahhahahahahha i am in so much pain it is unbearable.
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Iām up she broke šÆ (Iām up late posting on reddit because i was so deep in a fake scenio thinking of her that I got to the part where Iām looking up her tarot card reading hoping it mentions that I miss her so she reaches out)
just like me fr
Man itās unreal how simple yet profound bladeeās lyricism is, some people just donāt understand
fr bro. itās special
I dont like her I hate her Im just playing yeah I love her but It s sad cuz we dont like eachother
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fuck it i donāt do this imma move past it
Im bladee she call me bladee
āno touching i find it disgustingā
This life is a miracle šš edit I thought this was just lyrics we related to. my bad
The only happy drainer
I thought I was tough, turns out i was not
Iāma drink some bleach
When I love, I love too much, Never againnnnnnnn, never againnnnnn
daytime creeping I can't fuck with human beings
fr but iām more of a nighttime creeper
Im a white boy 30 in my khakis
In an Uber and I sleep š“ š¤·āāļøfuck a car š key š ā
Mostly the ones about mixing drugs alone.
once I win Iām gonna get out the rebirth cycle
iām rollinā blowinā away, the days look the same prob this one right now
so real
He's sure that something will go wrong, and that makes everything go wrong
You donāt want me, do you?
1 o'clock, 2 AM, I don't recognize myself, now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses, every time I look in the mirror I see monsters How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect, you make me feel so dirty, you make me feel so naked šššššššš
in this world you gotta work to be the it girl
All the lights on me, I canāt see, itās late
I gotta disconnect when they get to intimate black afghan breaking open ciggarettes... š
āFucked up for days can I catch I break? I just wanna go away, make it go away.ā Waster in general hits too hard āSmoking so much dope can I take a breakā āSorry mom I know you hate to see me this wayā
kill yourself, no health care
when ppl ask what itās like living in America
Iāve been playing with my nose now my nose hurt
I woke up today, wishing i was someone else Disarray, disarray, disarray, dissociate Black clouds I see Rain shame on me Blamed and guilty Stained and filthy
Put a mask on my faceā¦ now i look like an emoji š
When I was really depressed pre-figuring myself out (am trans :)) Bladee's "My heaaaartttt, where did it gooo" always got me. Love that song, love that album, man, Bladee must've been going through some shit cuz not only does it slap but it's also depressing and somberly reflective yet so beautiful. Love Eversince so much
delete my number baby leave me like a dumpster baby treat me like trash cause thats all i am iāll be ur doll play w me leave me in a box forget me u dress me up but u dont pick me up
one of the most underrated bladee
[ŃŠ“Š°Š»ŠµŠ½Š¾]
They're about to add "drained" to the next edition of the DSM
Itās hard to drain
I love to play the victim
hit the plug for the drugs ain't tryna live a long life
It's 6 in the morning and I'm thinking that I shit myself
Ecco2k we talking to dolphins
"i don't care at all about anything at aaaaaaaaall" - Bladee, Area 51
Got to play the game, and itās free but not painless.
iām glitching trapped in my own person, i canāt live without you, like nutrition wish you never met me, i canāt sleep at night you remind me of somebody i forgot about
Everytime I close my eyes I go to prison every now and again I can feel the distance
Someone said youāve gotta get help and I canāt help asking myself is this all there is to itā¦
I don't know.
bands by the box thatās just how we rock Iām fresh
You don't want me do you You don't want me do you Know what ill do to you Wish i never knew you
itās so hard to focus when everything is broken
āHe thinks that something will go wrong, and that makes everything go wrong.ā
when i'm affraid i lose my mind its fine it happens all the time
barbecue sauce, chicken wings, watermelon and some kool aid on chill, pop pills
āGod damn I wonder why am I aliveā
public display me shame me baby
lie and betray me hate me you play me
srry mom I know u hate, to see me this way edit: nearly all of Waster kills me to listen to and bladee crying at the end lol fuck
I was gonna say what you said I relate to that so much itās insane
Just like me fr, love u bro
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i''ll wake up soulless one day, i just know it / i only have one heart and it's still broken / but if i give it to you would you hold it?
You know im a drainer
I fuck my real life up cause that shit bore me
I love to play the victim, I love to pass the blame
play āem like atari šŖ
iām not sorry, iām just honest, i am in the heart of darkness
iām not sorry, iām just honest, i am in the heart of darkness
Wish I never knew you
50 sac in my sock i donāt give a fuck !
I'm smoking so much dope can i take a break?
Rock a north face jacket to protect me from the cold / In the Johto region
Iām king nothing I am nothing
Pop out like a gopher
Still sick still sick still sick, still sick still sicckk. Still sick still sick, still sick still sickk. Still sick 12 grams in the zippppp, us we donāt mixxxx. Triple 6 for my wriist, blood on ma lipzz
6 in the morning and i think that i shit on myself/ should end myself Both versions are not fun to be able to relate to
>I know I can get her anytime I want But I don't even want her, I'ma roll a blunt I had to leave it was getting deep I drop a stack at Sesame Street I'm in the night, make it weep š
Iām a missing person. Iām gone thatās for certain. If they love me I might hurt them. So I stay behind a curtain.
Missing person, Iām a missing person Iām gone, thatās for certain
i hate u cause u make me dependent.
Drain High-school football tryoutsš
Feel like Iām paper thin and now Iām tearing
when i look in the mirror, all i see is nothing, i wouldnāt even be pissed if u left me
3+3+3 is 9
I feel like I'm flying and sinking at the same time, Like I'm being pulled from below and from above In every direction, at once
iām not sorry, iām just honest, i am in the heart of darkness
6 in the morning and im thinking I should off myself
I'm not special
In the sewer all alone...
>S925, I can't work a 9 to 5 >It gets harder, it gets darker Good pack just came in, it smell like a marker American cup sneakers, these ain't no joggers Think I caught her like a spider I might keep her for a week then I drop her Fuck a copper, got it from my doctor Drain Gang high school, yeah I'm a scholar I won't fight you, I can't be bothered Baby, I can't text you, I'm not a author š
>I need a break, can I live? I need to change something quick I pay the price for the sin I'm at the gate, let me in (At the gate, let me in) I take my life for the risk I roll a dice, need a six
Got a mask on my mask and itās messing with my life
I been gone, maybe one day I'll be back
Don't you know I keep it on a budget
My week is a dream I'm just walking in my sleep All the prayer was for nothing no touching I find it disgusting!!!
Everyday could be today Everything is perfect in the void, I don't want it to be spoiled
Take a chance with me, is it worth it? Iām gonna stay up 'til it's not even that early Every time I get a chance, it gets out of hand Burning through the grams to the point where it gets sad Iām still in the land where nobody understand But I'm with the gang, and they know that it gets bad Fucked it up again when I'm fucked up off a Xan What the fuck is happening tonight? What's the plan?
Donāt tell anyone Keep my mouth shut or Iāll spill out my guts Oh, pretty please with a sugar on top I can stop whenever I want + Public display me, shame me baby Iāll do it all for you rate me Lie and Betray me, hate me, play me Iāll be whatever you make me
life is a dream but iām never sleepin
6 in the morning and im thinking i shit on myself
āiām getting so rich my music isnāt relatableā
Its just a pill and youve got to take it Its just a pill and youve got to take Its just a pill and youve got to take it And i wont rest until you take it
I wake up with sweaty sheets sometimes itās deepš
your bf is a lame i could be him
if my life not in grey iāll walk today Fuck it it me so hard when I first heard it.
Song?
Yellowman, yung lean
Ty brah
treat me like trash, cuz it's all i am
I'm drinking bleach on the beach
After or while (i forgor š) thinking about how to break up w my ex this lyric hit hard "I've just been planning how to get out, I'm letting go, your being left out" Bladee - Xd Out
New day, new pain. Nothing was ever the same.
only way i make it through the day is acutane
āEmptiness it came again, when its from inside you know you can't defend against itā ruins me every time
leave me like a dumpster baby treat me like trash cuz thats all i am ill be your doll play with me leave me in a box forget me you dress me up but you dont pick me up...
six in the morning and i think that i shit on myself
She like me but she think that Iām a weirdo
No touching I find it disgusting
she dance on me, under city lights imaginary
Love the smell of gasoline bleach and sharpies
pull up on your street im like mr beastš„ airing out your block im like mr beastš„ i dont fuck with 2 im mr beastš„
"I ain't ever tried hard, it's hard for me to try " feel like im just coasting through life wasting potential
OH MY BACKS AGAINST THE WALL LET THE WORLD SEE MY FLAWS IM FAR FROM PERFECT, THE FANS THINK IM GOD
"Fucked up for days can I catch a break" Emptiness it came again, when it's from inside you know you can defend against it"
I got me some thots They thought I was gay
[ŃŠ“Š°Š»ŠµŠ½Š¾]
āit could have been the other stuff but it just wasnt us, the very thought of how you operate im filled up with disgustā
self hatred because i need to be perfect
https://youtube.com/channel/UC0PoEpSnvN33-USBn0i4frA
I Been playin with my nose now my nose hurt
āPlay the cards that Iām givenā is kinda cliche but it hits me and those who have anxiety bullshit.