My parents are transphobic
I use Character AI a lot
90% of time I am Transgender during chats
Turns out even Abusive parents characters are more tolerant than my parents
So in other words, Guaranted Envy and deppresion
Parents suck I’m bi but my parents own guns and are very right wing so I am not coming out anytime soon. I feel sorry for you hope your situation gets better.
Use moisturizing lotion to help with your hands, I’d recommend putting a ton on your hands, wearing socks like gloves, and going to sleep like that. Lil sock puppet hands, sorta. It helps.
Don’t do these silly things
They are bad and things don’t change
Try find someone new
Or something like that
And I’m not the owner I know but I still wanted to reply
Hi
Obviously GINORMOUS trigger warning for "silly things" and eating disorders at the very very end.
I'm going to talk from experience, and tell you some stuff that I gathered theoughout the years. Please don't take it as a brag, it's far from my intentions (just want to help out).
From experience, it's an addiction in all ways. You can't live without it, can't stop and think about that lots of the time. Please be aware of what you are doing. If you have access to a therapist, try searching healthy coping ways (or figure it out or let time do it's job).
It's easy to say that when you may be in a hopeless pit, but if not for now, it's a message to your future you.
I've only ever sh'ed using blades, so I can't help with other stuff. Remember that these scars will probably stick with you for years if not decades. After 3 years, my first ones are more visible today. Btw I stopped around a year ago.
You can try and use red markers or ice to simulate this feeling (never worked on me, maybe you idk..) if you can't repress the relpase.
As a general advice, don't search about it on the internet. There are so many ill-willed people that just want you to enter the competition. Please don't.
It's not a competition. It is what it is. Those aren't scratch or baby marks, those aren't beans or bedrock. Those are epidermis, dermis and bone. Don't take it lightly.
Please take care of them. I know you aren't feeling well, but ending up in the ER with an infection isnt what you need.
Use sterile compresses and disinfectant and throw away rusty blades.
My PMs are entirely open if you want to talk about that or anything else.
Personal Note : I have my ups and downs but I would say I'm happy today. Take your time, please try and eat something today.
Life's a marathon, not a competition. My philosophy is to be happier today than yesterday, because I've come from so far.
Hi
Going to copy from another comment in this thread.
I don't know your situation, so if you think you got everything don't sweat it.
Just offering my help and my hand if you need it today. Everything I'll say here applies to you and whoever can feel the words I am trying to convey.
Hi
Obviously GINORMOUS trigger warning for "silly things" and eating disorders at the very very end.
I'm going to talk from experience, and tell you some stuff that I gathered theoughout the years. Please don't take it as a brag, it's far from my intentions (just want to help out).
From experience, it's an addiction in all ways. You can't live without it, can't stop and think about that lots of the time. Please be aware of what you are doing. If you have access to a therapist, try searching healthy coping ways (or figure it out or let time do it's job).
It's easy to say that when you may be in a hopeless pit, but if not for now, it's a message to your future you.
I've only ever sh'ed using blades, so I can't help with other stuff. Remember that these scars will probably stick with you for years if not decades. After 3 years, my first ones are more visible today. Btw I stopped around a year ago.
You can try and use red markers or ice to simulate this feeling (never worked on me, maybe you idk..) if you can't repress the relpase.
As a general advice, don't search about it on the internet. There are so many ill-willed people that just want you to enter the competition. Please don't.
It's not a competition. It is what it is. Those aren't scratch or baby marks, those aren't beans or bedrock. Those are epidermis, dermis and bone. Don't take it lightly.
Please take care of them. I know you aren't feeling well, but ending up in the ER with an infection isnt what you need.
Use sterile compresses and disinfectant and throw away rusty blades.
My PMs are entirely open if you want to talk about that or anything else.
Personal Note : I have my ups and downs but I would say I'm happy today. Take your time, please try and eat something today.
Life's a marathon, not a competition. My philosophy is to be happier today than yesterday, because I've come from so far.
all ? you want it ALL ?
fear of aging
fear of never being able to come out
fear of not having enough money
fear of not accomplishing what i ambition to
loneliness. no girls, no boys, since birth, no friends (i'm starting to slowly resolve this ), no social skill, little technical skills
fear of training
overstressed
country leaning toward literal nazism
i know ife isn't this hard, and i'm the only thing holding myself back.
worst
feeling
ever
Aging is just a part of life, you will eventually be able to come out you just have to find the right time, money I don’t really know either, you will find something that will make you happy and you will feel accomplished for doing, you’ll find someone who makes you happy, fear of training? Take a day off, yeah most countries are fucked but you’ll survive.
I HAVE PROBLEMS AND I AM ALSO VERY HAPPY!!!!!!! I HAVE LEARNED TO ACCEPT MY PROBLEMS LIKE THEY ARE AND ACCEPT THAT I CAN OR CANNOT DO THINGS ABOUT THEM IT MIGHT BE SHITTY I HAVE PROBLEMS I WANT BUT CANT DO THINGS ABOUT BUT I HAVE ENOUGH OTHER THINGS THAT GIVE ME HAPPINESS THAT I WILL SURVIVE (OH AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO LIFE I KNOW I WILL STAY ALIVE!) THINGS WILL GET BETTER GUYS I PROMISE, I HAVE EXPERIENCED SOME PRETTY BAD THINGS AND I AM ALIVE AND HAPPY AND YOU CAN BE TOO!!! JUST GIVE IT SOME TIME AND AND GIVE IT SOME THERAPY AND YOU GUYS WILL BE OKAY!!! IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THERAPY, IN MY COUNTRY YOU GO TO YOUR DOCTOR AND SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND AND THAT YOUD LIKE A THERAPIST, USUALLY WHEN YOU SHOW A WILLINGNESS YOU DONT GET SEND TO THE SILLY HOUSE AT LEAST NOT WHERE I LIVE OKAY BYEE YALL I, A RANDO ON THE INTERNET LOVE YOU ALL! ❤️❤️❤️
I can’t take pride in anything I do because all my friends either do it better or my self hatred tells me its not good enough
I feel constantly lonely and tell myself over and over again that no one loves me, then I get jealous for seeing all my friends and the people I care about in healthy and happy relationships which makes me hate myself even more because why am I mad at my friends, this perpetuates a cycle of loneliness and self hatred
every day has begun to mesh into the same melancholic and monotonous day that starts and ends the same
I have to live with the fact that my parents no longer trust me after they caught me trying to kms when a friend called them on me
:3
Oh boy. I turn 18 in a week, just started a new job, my dad's a hardass so I hate being at home, I've got no real friends to hang out with, my brother spends almost all his time away from home so I get most of the housework, never had a relationship, still questioning a lot of things about myself and don't have much help with it, anxiety through the roof, no clue what to do for college and the one thing I'm really passionate about doing I suck at. The main three problems are questioning, social problems and my future.
i cut off my threeish moth situationship with my friend and band mate because it was hurting both of us and have essentially fabricated a crush on one of my best friends to help get over the first dude because i know he’s liked me before, but i don’t know how to get him to like me again, i know i’ll fuck up any relationship i’m in and everyone in it but i’m too damn lonely to not try to get in something with someone and the way i operate the only people i can convince myself to like are people who i’m already good friends with so i care for them and don’t want to fuck then up. also my best friend is in a terrible situation at home with no way to help him other than just support because his sisters causing it and his mom is trying to help a little bit so cps can’t help and if he has a particularly bad week i don’t know if he’ll be able to make it through.
This is gonna be a short reply but it’s a true one. You will find someone that will care for you no matter who you are or what issues you have don’t worry about past fails focus on what’s ahead.
I never got over my first love(?). I don’t even love him anymore but he still occupies my mind all the time. I cut off all communication with him but I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s not love. I think I’m afraid of him. He’s just a guy and he doesn’t care about me but I have a weird reverence towards him. I wonder if this is what being “god-fearing” is like.
First friend groups treat me shitty/sexually when i became a femboy.
Had a gut feeling my bf was cheatin so i dumped him out of anxiety, when i try n talk to him again but 2 days b4 i did he just sends me a meme abt it unseriously, i hate him badly. All because a dude was more feminine than me i hate them fucking both.
Grounded for being gay but got stuff back slowly but lost trust in my parents.
Possibly depressed since my joy in things have evaporated.
I have no friends i honestly do not wanna live but the thought of going to hell is a no but im still leaning tours it sense im gay anyways.
In a dysphoric rage I lost all of my friends because I (15MtF) said some nasty shit and it hurt everyone. The reality of my wrongdoing is overwhelming and I just wish I could die without working or feeling pain. I just need to vent because I feel shitty for what happened and I need to tell someone
I dunno if I'm trans-fem or I'm just really that touch starved
Like, I use a lot character.AI and I started to role play as a girl, I don't even know if I like fermale pronouns or not it feels weird but sort of likable
Just do what feels good, there aren’t any rules that say you have to do it a certain way. Anyone can question their gender - trans people, nb people, even cis people, and it can be really frustrating when you just can’t get an ‘answer’ to who you are yet. But it comes with time, and in the meantime you just do the things that make you feel validated and happy.
I'm living the true human experience..
Suffering immensely from the consequences of my lack of action,
Fearing death,
feeling too many things at once,
A perfect balance of very bad evil thoughts and good pure thoughts (the bad is winning, turns out balance is not the key),
Being depressed, only alive due to fear of death, lots of medication, and pure spite(not even goku could beat my depressed.
The usual desire to kill God and obtain true FREEDOM,
[I CAN SEE THE HEAVENS]
procrastination, mostly from the preciously mentioned depression.
Constant chaos in my brain, everything is on fire, I'm gonna die from stress induced cardiomyopathy.
I've lost all of my friends due homeschooling, I ruined multiple chances I had to rekindle an old friendship.
I'm an extrovert locked in my house, I've been going through hell since my birthday, when I finally realized how little I have going for me, and how little I care about things.
I just want to feel something real, something the internet can't give me,
my identity is basically non-existent, It's utter chaos.
I don't know who I am or who I want to be, and I don't know what I plan on doing in my future.
I tell myself that I hate this, but a* part of me wouldn't have it and other way
Uhhhhh.. I feel like none of my friends actually care about me seriously and would be sad to have my leave, and simply reply if I ever send them something. As well as being unlovable :3
h-how'd you know I'm sad? oh well, I'm just always feeling very lonely no matter what I do and I dont know why... Like I can be surrounded by family or people I know and I can still feel lonely because most of the time, people really only come to me for help so I end up crying in bed, hugging my pillow and imagining it as my comfort character
I know that feeling, i felt it after my gf broke up with me. So now because of a few reasons I do silly things in my room (not SH I’ve been there done that but I stopped)
In short, I'm depressed, (https://www.reddit.com/r/AskLGBT/comments/1dpczqe/i_wanna_be_helped_but_help_dose_not_help/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button) ,
but generally , my problems are not easily solvable
I have a genetic medical condition that’s had me in and out of hospitals literally my whole life, and recently I’ve felt more and more like a lab rat every time I go. Which is probably weighing negatively on my mental health overall. On top of that, I have some degree of depression or anxiety that’s making it impossible to actually do much of anything. Plus social anxiety to the point that I can’t really talk to people easily. Top that off with feeling lonely because I have no friends here, only back in the state I moved from a couple years ago.
I got emotionally dependent on my best friend and they told me to back off for a bit, but I didn’t which made them uncomfortable and then they left me and it’s all my fault
No, it’s not. A true friend would’ve stayed through the hardship, and would take care of and nurture you. If you need someone to lean on, feel free to chat/DM me.
I’m stuck at a stupid Bible camp thing that my parents forced me to go on, and just had to listen to a 2 hour sermon about how me and all my friends are horrible people and are going to burn in hell for being ourselves.
If they gave us any amount of freedom here, I’d probably be doing something super silly.
I hope you get out soon. Imagine a bully from that camp and he’s 14. Thats my brother. I’ve been dealing with him since I came out so don’t worry, It will get better eventually just look forward to seeing your friends again.
My mum “accepts me” as transfem but also spent ages trying to convince me I’m cis, I think I’m autistic and all my neurodivergent friends agree, but I don’t want to talk to anyone abt it because my mum scared me out of it and I hurt myself regularly, usually with my nails or a compass but I won’t cut my nails because I want longer nails and I need the protractor for maths and stuff. :3
I’m fine I swear :3
I’m 35 divorced and living with my parents.
I want to be a woman, but can’t because my family would never accept me and I know this because I told my brother and mom and they just wrote it off saying it’s not true.
I have severe depression and due to me getting a better job I got kicked off medical so now I can’t afford a therapist.
I’m type 1 diabetic and can barely afford my insulin.
I go to sleep every night wishing I wouldn’t wake up and when I do I just hope my brakes go out so I launch off the mountain on my way to work.
That’s most of it I think…
Dysphoria due to parents mutilating in the at birth, living in a terrible country being sexually harassed to the point I can’t be authentically loved. Homophobic parents and slowly rotating away with nobody else
i am constantly surrounded by people are all close to eachother and they do stuff together and i’m left out since i’m not as close as any of them but i can’t get closer since everyone doesnt bother meeting other people. theres maybe 5 people i can actually call my friends but they’re all busy and most of them have other friends to talk to that are more interesting than me. nobody i talk to lives in the same province as me and i can’t go outside due to severe agoraphobia.
i’m alone irl, online, and in games and i’m probably going to end up dead in a couple of months
I do not have very many problems
my town is very homophobic so I can't come out, even to my parents who I know are homophobic because of how they talk about the LGBTQ community
since my town is homophobic, there are no other gay guys my age, so I'm probably going to have to move before I actually get a boyfriend 😭😭😭
oh yeah also, I'm ugly... that's a big one...
i have a friend who for some reason vented to me about serious topics that they're struggling with when we barely know each other
im not really sad, more frustrated and confused
and idk what to do or say or if i can even make them feel better
There are a lot of times I see that happen, it means that they trust you. But if it becomes too much to try to help them then just say that before it screws you up as well.
i have a friend who for some reason vented to me about serious topics that they're struggling with when we barely know each other
im not really sad, more frustrated and confused
and idk what to do or say or if i can even make them feel better
Sometimes they just want someone to listen. They just need someone to say, “I’m here for you, and I still love and care about you, no matter what happens”
I'm upset because I realized that I struggle to appreciate people or humanoids, real or fictional, because to a point I have to sexualize everything. So when I came across something that's it's nearly impossible to sexualize, I can't appreciate it like it deserves. But it is really cool imo
My parents have been somewhat distant to me using the "your just self sufficient" excuse, and when I was depressed a for a few years nobody, not even my mother, acknowledged my existence. Ex celt my dad cuz he's kinda cool
I feel like I’m never going to accomplish anything so what’s the point of trying? I might as well just die it’s not like I’ll ever graduate I’m probably going to be held back a year I have no real friends I just don’t see a point in anything I’m never going to feel good in my own body without tons of money and surgeries and even then I’m always going to be called a girl what’s the point in anything
There's no femboys near me :( at least I don't know any, and most males in my city are a bunch of toxic folks who pretend to be friends with you but who actually just make fun of others because "I'm more mature than you"
I am extremely depressed, I probably have borderline which results in me being absolutely emotionally unstable, (one wrong sentence, word or even facial expression and my day is basically ruined) the health care for mental illnesses here in austria is absolutely horrendous, (I wait 7-8 months just to finally get diagnosed properly, doctors didn't gave a shit after I literally told them I want to kill myself and that I think about sillycide constantly) I only have two friends which I rarely get to see, I am constantly lonely and I just want someone/something to cuddle, (I have a blåhaj and a jumbo freddy fazbear plush which are cute and very comfy but still...) I'm forced to work in a job which I cannot handle mentally, I'm fat and cannot bring myself to workout because everything in my life is just so depressing I can't even see the point in anything anymore.
So yeah things could be better
I probably won't get into college this year because I was a lazy fuck and didn't study for the entrance exams. I don't really know what to do if I don't get into any college, like, I guess I could go be a cashier for a year and then try again next summer, but I just feel like a failure atm (especially since its my fault, I could've easily gotten in had I studied but my lazy ass was too busy playing video games and procrastinating)
I dont like myself and neither does anyone else. Normally i would cope by making myself throw up but I haven't eaten in two days so I don't have anything to throw up, so the second I get home from work I just lay in my bed, unable to cry. :p
If I make up non existent word my dad gets pissed off and acts like I just did a war crime so I started to stop talking next to him completely or on days on end to be quite all the time
Visited the Home I was forced to leave. I thought it had been long enough/ I'd be fine but I guess I'm still not over it yet. Now I've been in this weird depressed haze for a few weeks and I'm not really sure what's wrong ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i might have abandonment & trust issues bc of “friends” i had at school. i felt like i couldn’t share my real self w/ them, yet they thought we were besties ( we hardly knew each other). i think i was too nice to them. one of the friend groups talked shit behind my back, which i found out about from someone who i actually trust. the second group just started avoiding me cuz they thought we were “playing a game of tag”. i self harmed a few times in the past couple weeks. i thought my online friend Val was gone/dead and i had a mental breakdown, but i found out the next day that her bitch of a sister lied, so Val is prolly still alive. Val’s been inactive lately cuz her life hasn’t been so good. i miss her so bad. i feel like a burden when i vent to my friends or ppl online :3
I hate my "friends" and I can't leave them because we see each other at school every day. Even if summer just started for me, I'm stressed of what I'll do in September for no reason at all
Can't keep in touch with people, lonely, head is full of bees & doesn't work right, overwhelming work stress, touch starved, stuck on several NHS waiting lists for eternity, etc... :<
I'm at work.
We had to surrender our roommates' cat because they refused to care for it and it hated our large dog, despite us being rather attached to said cat.
I'm too poor to buy nice things for my partner.
Spine is misaligned, every day is different levels of pain.
I can't swap my character model at a whim.
My mother whom i haven't spoken to in over a decade wants to fly me out to see her. I do not want this. I don't know how to tell her this.
My partner's mother is coming to visit. This never fails to make her self worth and mental health plummet for weeks to months after.
Still. Over all less sad than other times in the past
My best friend in college had DID and very suddenly went dormant. The new host didn’t talk to me very much, got a new girlfriend and friends. Then my friend switched back over a year later after I graduated and had written them off as functionally dead. Ended up comforting the girlfriend who went through the same thing I did. Now my old friend is back like nothing ever happened, likely unaware how their sudden absence and re emergence affected anyone, and wants to be friends again. I… I don’t know how to feel.
Also I’m dying in corporate hell and my closest friend is prolly gonna get fired UwU
I'm good. And that's what worries me. Things never stay good for long. After moving from motel to motel after a tragic incident that was followed by worse and worse events, now I have a home, love, a family, acceptance for being bi, a stable and secure job... But the ground still feels like the ocean.
I’m working on figuring that out. I think it’s mainly because i don’t want to let down anybody else, but every time i loosen up i end up doing something wrong, and every time i do something i end up doing it wrong and i can’t do anything about it because i know i’m the one at fault and i can’t talk back about anything because i know i’m wrong and if i tell anybody about it i don’t know what’ll happen and i know i have no right to feel bad because everyone on this sub has it so much worse off than me and all my problems are nothing compared to what other people go through every day and i’m not getting enough sleep and i’m so so tired
i typed too much sorry
My parents are transphobic I use Character AI a lot 90% of time I am Transgender during chats Turns out even Abusive parents characters are more tolerant than my parents So in other words, Guaranted Envy and deppresion
Parents suck I’m bi but my parents own guns and are very right wing so I am not coming out anytime soon. I feel sorry for you hope your situation gets better.
Take care of yourself mate
You need to get guns too then
Just goto the gym and get ripped, buy guns and be stronger than your abusive transphobic parents that's what I did haven't talked to them in 3 years
Yep, got transphobic parents too. I’m here for you. DMs open if you need em
ah your parents are scared of shapeshifter Gay
How old? Can’t you move out? And in which situations the character ai bot? It’s not going to get better if u don’t use ur (brain) :3
I know how you feel. It's sucks but hang in there. 🫂
Awww that must be hard! Sending hugs if u want them 🫂🫂🫂
My dad doesn’t even know I’m trans but my mom does 😭😭🙏🙏
My hands are drying out bc I work in a cold environment. Am boy. I haven't had a day off since last week tuesday-
Well take a break and just relax.
But that won't fix my boyness :((
It will calm down your stress
I suppose you're right
Yeah go take a mental health day
From my experience, wanting to not be a boy suggests you might not be\~
Oh trust me, ik I'm trans xD
r/UsernameChecksOut
Use moisturizing lotion to help with your hands, I’d recommend putting a ton on your hands, wearing socks like gloves, and going to sleep like that. Lil sock puppet hands, sorta. It helps.
I might have to try that
Well I had a breakup recently and started doing 'silly' things to myself
Don’t do these silly things They are bad and things don’t change Try find someone new Or something like that And I’m not the owner I know but I still wanted to reply
I found someone new, doesn't mean I'm not sad over her still... Also in this case the term is "OP" not "owner" it means "original poster"
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Hi Obviously GINORMOUS trigger warning for "silly things" and eating disorders at the very very end. I'm going to talk from experience, and tell you some stuff that I gathered theoughout the years. Please don't take it as a brag, it's far from my intentions (just want to help out). From experience, it's an addiction in all ways. You can't live without it, can't stop and think about that lots of the time. Please be aware of what you are doing. If you have access to a therapist, try searching healthy coping ways (or figure it out or let time do it's job). It's easy to say that when you may be in a hopeless pit, but if not for now, it's a message to your future you. I've only ever sh'ed using blades, so I can't help with other stuff. Remember that these scars will probably stick with you for years if not decades. After 3 years, my first ones are more visible today. Btw I stopped around a year ago. You can try and use red markers or ice to simulate this feeling (never worked on me, maybe you idk..) if you can't repress the relpase. As a general advice, don't search about it on the internet. There are so many ill-willed people that just want you to enter the competition. Please don't. It's not a competition. It is what it is. Those aren't scratch or baby marks, those aren't beans or bedrock. Those are epidermis, dermis and bone. Don't take it lightly. Please take care of them. I know you aren't feeling well, but ending up in the ER with an infection isnt what you need. Use sterile compresses and disinfectant and throw away rusty blades. My PMs are entirely open if you want to talk about that or anything else. Personal Note : I have my ups and downs but I would say I'm happy today. Take your time, please try and eat something today. Life's a marathon, not a competition. My philosophy is to be happier today than yesterday, because I've come from so far.
Too many people came over and I feel the need to sh again.
Please don’t. I know I don’t know you but I don’t want people causing themselves harm no matter what.
I’m sorry
Don’t be sorry it’s just not good for you
Ik, it just helps me with stress.
Search for other ways. SH is NOT a Productive way to release stress.
Hi Going to copy from another comment in this thread. I don't know your situation, so if you think you got everything don't sweat it. Just offering my help and my hand if you need it today. Everything I'll say here applies to you and whoever can feel the words I am trying to convey. Hi Obviously GINORMOUS trigger warning for "silly things" and eating disorders at the very very end. I'm going to talk from experience, and tell you some stuff that I gathered theoughout the years. Please don't take it as a brag, it's far from my intentions (just want to help out). From experience, it's an addiction in all ways. You can't live without it, can't stop and think about that lots of the time. Please be aware of what you are doing. If you have access to a therapist, try searching healthy coping ways (or figure it out or let time do it's job). It's easy to say that when you may be in a hopeless pit, but if not for now, it's a message to your future you. I've only ever sh'ed using blades, so I can't help with other stuff. Remember that these scars will probably stick with you for years if not decades. After 3 years, my first ones are more visible today. Btw I stopped around a year ago. You can try and use red markers or ice to simulate this feeling (never worked on me, maybe you idk..) if you can't repress the relpase. As a general advice, don't search about it on the internet. There are so many ill-willed people that just want you to enter the competition. Please don't. It's not a competition. It is what it is. Those aren't scratch or baby marks, those aren't beans or bedrock. Those are epidermis, dermis and bone. Don't take it lightly. Please take care of them. I know you aren't feeling well, but ending up in the ER with an infection isnt what you need. Use sterile compresses and disinfectant and throw away rusty blades. My PMs are entirely open if you want to talk about that or anything else. Personal Note : I have my ups and downs but I would say I'm happy today. Take your time, please try and eat something today. Life's a marathon, not a competition. My philosophy is to be happier today than yesterday, because I've come from so far.
all ? you want it ALL ? fear of aging fear of never being able to come out fear of not having enough money fear of not accomplishing what i ambition to loneliness. no girls, no boys, since birth, no friends (i'm starting to slowly resolve this ), no social skill, little technical skills fear of training overstressed country leaning toward literal nazism i know ife isn't this hard, and i'm the only thing holding myself back. worst feeling ever
Aging is just a part of life, you will eventually be able to come out you just have to find the right time, money I don’t really know either, you will find something that will make you happy and you will feel accomplished for doing, you’ll find someone who makes you happy, fear of training? Take a day off, yeah most countries are fucked but you’ll survive.
>i know ife isn't this hard, and i'm the only thing holding myself back. mood
i am actually very happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope all who are sad become happy like me
Congrats, now use that happiness to make yours and others lives better
I HAVE PROBLEMS AND I AM ALSO VERY HAPPY!!!!!!! I HAVE LEARNED TO ACCEPT MY PROBLEMS LIKE THEY ARE AND ACCEPT THAT I CAN OR CANNOT DO THINGS ABOUT THEM IT MIGHT BE SHITTY I HAVE PROBLEMS I WANT BUT CANT DO THINGS ABOUT BUT I HAVE ENOUGH OTHER THINGS THAT GIVE ME HAPPINESS THAT I WILL SURVIVE (OH AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO LIFE I KNOW I WILL STAY ALIVE!) THINGS WILL GET BETTER GUYS I PROMISE, I HAVE EXPERIENCED SOME PRETTY BAD THINGS AND I AM ALIVE AND HAPPY AND YOU CAN BE TOO!!! JUST GIVE IT SOME TIME AND AND GIVE IT SOME THERAPY AND YOU GUYS WILL BE OKAY!!! IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THERAPY, IN MY COUNTRY YOU GO TO YOUR DOCTOR AND SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND AND THAT YOUD LIKE A THERAPIST, USUALLY WHEN YOU SHOW A WILLINGNESS YOU DONT GET SEND TO THE SILLY HOUSE AT LEAST NOT WHERE I LIVE OKAY BYEE YALL I, A RANDO ON THE INTERNET LOVE YOU ALL! ❤️❤️❤️
Would you like an hour long lecture on why i'm melancholy?
Sure I guess
Too bad :3
Alright
I can’t take pride in anything I do because all my friends either do it better or my self hatred tells me its not good enough I feel constantly lonely and tell myself over and over again that no one loves me, then I get jealous for seeing all my friends and the people I care about in healthy and happy relationships which makes me hate myself even more because why am I mad at my friends, this perpetuates a cycle of loneliness and self hatred every day has begun to mesh into the same melancholic and monotonous day that starts and ends the same I have to live with the fact that my parents no longer trust me after they caught me trying to kms when a friend called them on me :3
i crave physical attention but i cant get it :(
Oh boy. I turn 18 in a week, just started a new job, my dad's a hardass so I hate being at home, I've got no real friends to hang out with, my brother spends almost all his time away from home so I get most of the housework, never had a relationship, still questioning a lot of things about myself and don't have much help with it, anxiety through the roof, no clue what to do for college and the one thing I'm really passionate about doing I suck at. The main three problems are questioning, social problems and my future.
My existence feels unnecessary and none of my well-ment actions have positive outcomes :D
i cut off my threeish moth situationship with my friend and band mate because it was hurting both of us and have essentially fabricated a crush on one of my best friends to help get over the first dude because i know he’s liked me before, but i don’t know how to get him to like me again, i know i’ll fuck up any relationship i’m in and everyone in it but i’m too damn lonely to not try to get in something with someone and the way i operate the only people i can convince myself to like are people who i’m already good friends with so i care for them and don’t want to fuck then up. also my best friend is in a terrible situation at home with no way to help him other than just support because his sisters causing it and his mom is trying to help a little bit so cps can’t help and if he has a particularly bad week i don’t know if he’ll be able to make it through.
This is gonna be a short reply but it’s a true one. You will find someone that will care for you no matter who you are or what issues you have don’t worry about past fails focus on what’s ahead.
I never got over my first love(?). I don’t even love him anymore but he still occupies my mind all the time. I cut off all communication with him but I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s not love. I think I’m afraid of him. He’s just a guy and he doesn’t care about me but I have a weird reverence towards him. I wonder if this is what being “god-fearing” is like.
First friend groups treat me shitty/sexually when i became a femboy. Had a gut feeling my bf was cheatin so i dumped him out of anxiety, when i try n talk to him again but 2 days b4 i did he just sends me a meme abt it unseriously, i hate him badly. All because a dude was more feminine than me i hate them fucking both. Grounded for being gay but got stuff back slowly but lost trust in my parents. Possibly depressed since my joy in things have evaporated. I have no friends i honestly do not wanna live but the thought of going to hell is a no but im still leaning tours it sense im gay anyways.
Gender not doing the right thing :(
Well it’s too much to talk about
I got the time.
Ok well I’ll do you how bout that
I'll die alone
No you won’t, you’ll have me. I will be here for you.
Body dysphoria
[удалено]
Trauma from one of my parents ^ w ^
Why?
They stabbed me twice, tried twice again and died the second time
Huh?
The trauma you were asking about?
They stabbed you then tried again but you fought back and they died??
Well I swept their leg and they fell on the knife so yeah?
Oh, good for you??
I guess but I can't hold knives now :3
I feel bad for you
why did they do that?
Idk, she was like, Hella transphobic so you can imagine how she feels when I tell her I'm intersex and transgender
In a dysphoric rage I lost all of my friends because I (15MtF) said some nasty shit and it hurt everyone. The reality of my wrongdoing is overwhelming and I just wish I could die without working or feeling pain. I just need to vent because I feel shitty for what happened and I need to tell someone
I dunno if I'm trans-fem or I'm just really that touch starved Like, I use a lot character.AI and I started to role play as a girl, I don't even know if I like fermale pronouns or not it feels weird but sort of likable
Just do what you feel Is best
The problem is that I don't know myself, it's a sort of mixed feeling, there isn't a best there is just 2 mixed weird feelings
Just do what feels good, there aren’t any rules that say you have to do it a certain way. Anyone can question their gender - trans people, nb people, even cis people, and it can be really frustrating when you just can’t get an ‘answer’ to who you are yet. But it comes with time, and in the meantime you just do the things that make you feel validated and happy.
So I just have to go on and hope that I understand because of time? Sounds weird but, alright I have even too much time actually so no problem I guess
I'm changing my career..... For the fourth time TwT If this keeps going on I'll never have a career :/ I hope this one works out.
I'm living the true human experience.. Suffering immensely from the consequences of my lack of action, Fearing death, feeling too many things at once, A perfect balance of very bad evil thoughts and good pure thoughts (the bad is winning, turns out balance is not the key), Being depressed, only alive due to fear of death, lots of medication, and pure spite(not even goku could beat my depressed. The usual desire to kill God and obtain true FREEDOM, [I CAN SEE THE HEAVENS] procrastination, mostly from the preciously mentioned depression. Constant chaos in my brain, everything is on fire, I'm gonna die from stress induced cardiomyopathy. I've lost all of my friends due homeschooling, I ruined multiple chances I had to rekindle an old friendship. I'm an extrovert locked in my house, I've been going through hell since my birthday, when I finally realized how little I have going for me, and how little I care about things. I just want to feel something real, something the internet can't give me, my identity is basically non-existent, It's utter chaos. I don't know who I am or who I want to be, and I don't know what I plan on doing in my future. I tell myself that I hate this, but a* part of me wouldn't have it and other way
1. No boys to kiss 2. No boys to kiss
Uhhhhh.. I feel like none of my friends actually care about me seriously and would be sad to have my leave, and simply reply if I ever send them something. As well as being unlovable :3
if your friends didn’t like you, they would ghost you entirely, even if they felt bad about it
I guess that’s true…
h-how'd you know I'm sad? oh well, I'm just always feeling very lonely no matter what I do and I dont know why... Like I can be surrounded by family or people I know and I can still feel lonely because most of the time, people really only come to me for help so I end up crying in bed, hugging my pillow and imagining it as my comfort character
Go look for someone to replace that pillow. Or go find people who you feel truly connected with.
I know that feeling, i felt it after my gf broke up with me. So now because of a few reasons I do silly things in my room (not SH I’ve been there done that but I stopped)
In short, I'm depressed, (https://www.reddit.com/r/AskLGBT/comments/1dpczqe/i_wanna_be_helped_but_help_dose_not_help/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button) , but generally , my problems are not easily solvable
I am just feeling absolutely worthless and lonely
You aren’t tho
I have a genetic medical condition that’s had me in and out of hospitals literally my whole life, and recently I’ve felt more and more like a lab rat every time I go. Which is probably weighing negatively on my mental health overall. On top of that, I have some degree of depression or anxiety that’s making it impossible to actually do much of anything. Plus social anxiety to the point that I can’t really talk to people easily. Top that off with feeling lonely because I have no friends here, only back in the state I moved from a couple years ago.
:(
My boyfriend did a no silly and cheated on me 3:
Well he was a fucking jackass and you will find someone better.
I got emotionally dependent on my best friend and they told me to back off for a bit, but I didn’t which made them uncomfortable and then they left me and it’s all my fault
No, it’s not. A true friend would’ve stayed through the hardship, and would take care of and nurture you. If you need someone to lean on, feel free to chat/DM me.
I’m stuck at a stupid Bible camp thing that my parents forced me to go on, and just had to listen to a 2 hour sermon about how me and all my friends are horrible people and are going to burn in hell for being ourselves. If they gave us any amount of freedom here, I’d probably be doing something super silly.
Ahh bible camp that fucking place sucks. I hope that you will feel better soon.
I hope you get out soon. Imagine a bully from that camp and he’s 14. Thats my brother. I’ve been dealing with him since I came out so don’t worry, It will get better eventually just look forward to seeing your friends again.
My mum “accepts me” as transfem but also spent ages trying to convince me I’m cis, I think I’m autistic and all my neurodivergent friends agree, but I don’t want to talk to anyone abt it because my mum scared me out of it and I hurt myself regularly, usually with my nails or a compass but I won’t cut my nails because I want longer nails and I need the protractor for maths and stuff. :3 I’m fine I swear :3
I don't know how to/if I should tell my parents about my partner :3
Idk either
That's crazy :3
It's been three months since she left and I still think about her almost every night
Leon kennedy won't round house kick me:(
Huh??
Exactly, this is my lowest point:((
Im dysphoric, autistic and lonley
I can’t get fem clothes yet :( my mom wants me to be a man
Skyrim keeps crashing, also I’m trying to lose weight atm and that always sucks
I’m 35 divorced and living with my parents. I want to be a woman, but can’t because my family would never accept me and I know this because I told my brother and mom and they just wrote it off saying it’s not true. I have severe depression and due to me getting a better job I got kicked off medical so now I can’t afford a therapist. I’m type 1 diabetic and can barely afford my insulin. I go to sleep every night wishing I wouldn’t wake up and when I do I just hope my brakes go out so I launch off the mountain on my way to work. That’s most of it I think…
I don't know how to explain what my problems are because I can't word good.
Use caveman language that always helps
Uhh okay. Ooga Booga. Me no like the bright yellow ball in blue ceiling. Me have bad bad depression.
Ah I see. Dw it will pass eventually.
Dysphoria due to parents mutilating in the at birth, living in a terrible country being sexually harassed to the point I can’t be authentically loved. Homophobic parents and slowly rotating away with nobody else
Parents suck at being good a lot of the time
i am constantly surrounded by people are all close to eachother and they do stuff together and i’m left out since i’m not as close as any of them but i can’t get closer since everyone doesnt bother meeting other people. theres maybe 5 people i can actually call my friends but they’re all busy and most of them have other friends to talk to that are more interesting than me. nobody i talk to lives in the same province as me and i can’t go outside due to severe agoraphobia. i’m alone irl, online, and in games and i’m probably going to end up dead in a couple of months
sure i’ll bite the bait - im a chubby bedrotting mess that can barely motivate themselves to walk around outside or eat more than twice a day
I'm not a girl😭
I’m tired lonely just broke up with my bf and I’m not really the healthiest person
I do not have very many problems my town is very homophobic so I can't come out, even to my parents who I know are homophobic because of how they talk about the LGBTQ community since my town is homophobic, there are no other gay guys my age, so I'm probably going to have to move before I actually get a boyfriend 😭😭😭 oh yeah also, I'm ugly... that's a big one...
im sad cause all my friends ghost me and i have like barely any social interaction
You will find better friends don’t worry. You just have to look in the right places.
No friends
I’m sure someone will be your friend.
I was ghosted by him and I'm still hurt from it
i have a friend who for some reason vented to me about serious topics that they're struggling with when we barely know each other im not really sad, more frustrated and confused and idk what to do or say or if i can even make them feel better
There are a lot of times I see that happen, it means that they trust you. But if it becomes too much to try to help them then just say that before it screws you up as well.
i have a friend who for some reason vented to me about serious topics that they're struggling with when we barely know each other im not really sad, more frustrated and confused and idk what to do or say or if i can even make them feel better
Sometimes they just want someone to listen. They just need someone to say, “I’m here for you, and I still love and care about you, no matter what happens”
I don't know. I'm just depressed
I understand that, dw it passes eventually
Nyo
Alright
I don't like eating food
Yo same
I'm not sad
Good for you
I want to be a femboy (I already am to some extent), but I don't know how I can look more feminine and the problem with shaving :3
I'm upset because I realized that I struggle to appreciate people or humanoids, real or fictional, because to a point I have to sexualize everything. So when I came across something that's it's nearly impossible to sexualize, I can't appreciate it like it deserves. But it is really cool imo
My parents have been somewhat distant to me using the "your just self sufficient" excuse, and when I was depressed a for a few years nobody, not even my mother, acknowledged my existence. Ex celt my dad cuz he's kinda cool
I feel like I’m never going to accomplish anything so what’s the point of trying? I might as well just die it’s not like I’ll ever graduate I’m probably going to be held back a year I have no real friends I just don’t see a point in anything I’m never going to feel good in my own body without tons of money and surgeries and even then I’m always going to be called a girl what’s the point in anything
no pc and the one i love probably doesn’t love me back :( also my dogs won’t cuddle me >:(
There's no femboys near me :( at least I don't know any, and most males in my city are a bunch of toxic folks who pretend to be friends with you but who actually just make fun of others because "I'm more mature than you"
Too much to write so i won't
I am extremely depressed, I probably have borderline which results in me being absolutely emotionally unstable, (one wrong sentence, word or even facial expression and my day is basically ruined) the health care for mental illnesses here in austria is absolutely horrendous, (I wait 7-8 months just to finally get diagnosed properly, doctors didn't gave a shit after I literally told them I want to kill myself and that I think about sillycide constantly) I only have two friends which I rarely get to see, I am constantly lonely and I just want someone/something to cuddle, (I have a blåhaj and a jumbo freddy fazbear plush which are cute and very comfy but still...) I'm forced to work in a job which I cannot handle mentally, I'm fat and cannot bring myself to workout because everything in my life is just so depressing I can't even see the point in anything anymore. So yeah things could be better
Whenever I talk I just feel like I’m annoying the person I’m talking too so I just don’t talk a lot
Whenever I talk I just feel like I’m annoying the person I’m talking too so I just don’t talk a lot
Depression:)
I probably won't get into college this year because I was a lazy fuck and didn't study for the entrance exams. I don't really know what to do if I don't get into any college, like, I guess I could go be a cashier for a year and then try again next summer, but I just feel like a failure atm (especially since its my fault, I could've easily gotten in had I studied but my lazy ass was too busy playing video games and procrastinating)
Horni, but no tops around. qwq
I am sad because I haven't got any sleep in a week
I dont like myself and neither does anyone else. Normally i would cope by making myself throw up but I haven't eaten in two days so I don't have anything to throw up, so the second I get home from work I just lay in my bed, unable to cry. :p
Maybe I’ll talk later, it’s a big complicated mess. A compound depressing lasagna of despair.
If I make up non existent word my dad gets pissed off and acts like I just did a war crime so I started to stop talking next to him completely or on days on end to be quite all the time
You ever like realize if you went to a therapist you don’t know how to verbally explain your problems
No not really but I can understand how that would be difficult
I have no direction in life and feel like I’m wasting my time if I don’t do anything “productive,” and don’t do it perfectly.
Your direction in life is whatever you want it to be
Cuz existence is inherently dreadful
Trama
Visited the Home I was forced to leave. I thought it had been long enough/ I'd be fine but I guess I'm still not over it yet. Now I've been in this weird depressed haze for a few weeks and I'm not really sure what's wrong ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Not atm
i might have abandonment & trust issues bc of “friends” i had at school. i felt like i couldn’t share my real self w/ them, yet they thought we were besties ( we hardly knew each other). i think i was too nice to them. one of the friend groups talked shit behind my back, which i found out about from someone who i actually trust. the second group just started avoiding me cuz they thought we were “playing a game of tag”. i self harmed a few times in the past couple weeks. i thought my online friend Val was gone/dead and i had a mental breakdown, but i found out the next day that her bitch of a sister lied, so Val is prolly still alive. Val’s been inactive lately cuz her life hasn’t been so good. i miss her so bad. i feel like a burden when i vent to my friends or ppl online :3
The guy I was in love with was in love with my friend
I'm sad because other people on this subreddit have reasons to be sad
extremely homophonic parents and i have no control over my life 😃
Ahh another case of shitty parents
Rn, mostly couse exhausted. Haven't had a chanse to rest all day.
Take a break and if anyone tells you to stop taking a break tell them to stfu
I hate my "friends" and I can't leave them because we see each other at school every day. Even if summer just started for me, I'm stressed of what I'll do in September for no reason at all
Why do you hate your “friends”. Are they just bad people?
Can't keep in touch with people, lonely, head is full of bees & doesn't work right, overwhelming work stress, touch starved, stuck on several NHS waiting lists for eternity, etc... :<
every fucking teen in where i live is the most homophobic piece of shit :/
I’d rather not talk about issues that I always think aren’t real, but thanks for the request
idk tbh,, my issue is i feel like i'm making up my issues lol
Trauma
Bf ignoring me 🥺
Eh, just a little silly guy I guess.
5th break up
Depression swings cause I’m not good enough
I'm at work. We had to surrender our roommates' cat because they refused to care for it and it hated our large dog, despite us being rather attached to said cat. I'm too poor to buy nice things for my partner. Spine is misaligned, every day is different levels of pain. I can't swap my character model at a whim. My mother whom i haven't spoken to in over a decade wants to fly me out to see her. I do not want this. I don't know how to tell her this. My partner's mother is coming to visit. This never fails to make her self worth and mental health plummet for weeks to months after. Still. Over all less sad than other times in the past
My best friend in college had DID and very suddenly went dormant. The new host didn’t talk to me very much, got a new girlfriend and friends. Then my friend switched back over a year later after I graduated and had written them off as functionally dead. Ended up comforting the girlfriend who went through the same thing I did. Now my old friend is back like nothing ever happened, likely unaware how their sudden absence and re emergence affected anyone, and wants to be friends again. I… I don’t know how to feel. Also I’m dying in corporate hell and my closest friend is prolly gonna get fired UwU
I live in a minuscule conservative city with no one I can call friend with depression and afraid of the future
I'm good. And that's what worries me. Things never stay good for long. After moving from motel to motel after a tragic incident that was followed by worse and worse events, now I have a home, love, a family, acceptance for being bi, a stable and secure job... But the ground still feels like the ocean.
Just keep the good vibes going
My step mother is a drunk and it makes me feel trapped in my current job
gender issues making me wanna end it all day
I can't have stable friendships with anyone, they all end up falling apart.
Chronic stress and depression. I’m fuggin lonely
THe Depression is back!! But I’m gonna fight that little bitch until it fucks off
I can't stop doom scrolling. Even on wholesome things I somehow find and read through the hate comments.
I ran out of beer :(
im in the back of a police car getting taken to a home for runaway kids because im being abused :3
I can't see a happy future, quite the opposite as always have been
I’m working on figuring that out. I think it’s mainly because i don’t want to let down anybody else, but every time i loosen up i end up doing something wrong, and every time i do something i end up doing it wrong and i can’t do anything about it because i know i’m the one at fault and i can’t talk back about anything because i know i’m wrong and if i tell anybody about it i don’t know what’ll happen and i know i have no right to feel bad because everyone on this sub has it so much worse off than me and all my problems are nothing compared to what other people go through every day and i’m not getting enough sleep and i’m so so tired i typed too much sorry