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oheli_

Girl you are gorgeous!! You pass so well and your features are so soft. Love the hair too!


NegativeNemi

Ty luv šŸ«¶šŸ¾šŸ˜Š


[deleted]

you pass very well in these photos. nice!!


WhereWillIt3nd

Face is very feminine, once you get the hair and train your voice up youā€™ll be unclockable.Ā 


melbcdluva

Appreciation from Australia


NegativeNemi

Niceee I really wanna visit Australia šŸ’›šŸ’›


melbcdluva

Love to have you here anyone babe


jazlintown

Idk I think your hot tbh


NegativeNemi

Ty!šŸ’•


jazlintown

Welcome :). Ngl if you lived in Washington Iā€™d so ask you out lol


NegativeNemi

Only Washington I live in is the Washington household itā€™s my last name XD but I totally wishhh sadly Iā€™m on the boring east cost šŸ˜…


jazlintown

Ha thatā€™s a funny coincidence. Pwn is absolutely my fav place in all of America. Love the diversity here from gender to race. Especially in Seattle and Olympia.


NegativeNemi

Completely understand why Iā€™ve only been to southern Cali because I have family there but I loved that ngl better than where I am now lol diversity and people were so friendly it was nice. Honestly Iā€™ve always wanted to live in Oregon, scenery is beautiful and for nerdy reasons because I loved Gravity falls as a kid lol


jazlintown

Awwwe so precious, I love in here because there is a rainforest about two hours away from me. Itā€™s called hoh rainforest itā€™s sooooooo beautiful!!!! Gravity falls is such gold. Over the garden wall is also so treasured.


NegativeNemi

Omg I love rainforest maybe Iā€™m silly but I didnā€™t know there were rainforest in North America, but yasss gravity falls is gold pure gold XD also sorry I had to disappear getting hair done rn, but over the garden wall Iā€™ve heard of it Iā€™ll check it out also Hilda is good too and it gives similar vibes


jazlintown

Honestly I had noooo idea there was a rainforest here til I dated this one gal and she was like letā€™s go to the rainforest!!! I laughed and was like oh yeah suuuure letā€™s just go to the tropics rn nooo problem. Then sheā€™s like no you dork, you lived in wa for how many years? Ha..she ripped me apart for not knowing about the rainforest. But yeah god that place is beautiful


NegativeNemi

Sounds like a fun adventure XD lucky youuu did you do like a tour or is there a trail?


jazlintown

I almost watched Hilda when it came out but I was in a horror movie vibe at the time.


NegativeNemi

Understandable literally all me and my bestie watches


jazlintown

Iā€™m in so much pain rn lolā€¦had ffs on Wednesday and omg the pain is like wild!!! Have so many meds to take but yeah still they donā€™t do the job to make the pain go away just to make it manageable. Eating is beyond hard too, had to premake two weeks worth of soup and froze it made two different soups :). Also getting up and laying back down thatā€™s super super painful, got huuuuge bruises on both sides of my waist from the fat they took. That so far has been the worst of the pain, like I was going to lay down again and it felt like it tore or something and woof I screamed so loud and it bled a bit but Iā€™m okay :)


NegativeNemi

Omg congratulations on ffs!! What did you have done if you donā€™t mind me asking?Sorry to hear about the pain that sounds really rough actually is there anyway to get stronger meds?


jazlintown

Ha luckily they prescribed me more oxy and said I should take Tylenol oxy and ibuprofen at the same time. Coronal browlift, type 3 frontal setback, orbital contouring, mandible/chin reduction, and fat grafting from abdomen and flanks to bilateral temples, bilateral cheeks, bottom and upper lip, jaw contouring


NegativeNemi

Omg I just checked your page you look so swollen poor thing, i see you got everything about to be a model šŸ’› I hope you feel better!


jazlintown

lol I hope so, il probs have another ffs surgery down the line ina few years like maybe a little nose work really.


NegativeNemi

I from what I can tell you look so pretty already as well as your nose you donā€™t need it imo lol


NegativeNemi

Also have you tried apple sauce or yogurt?


jazlintown

Iā€™m doing a pretty strict diet that I made, wake up drink strawberry banana with super food protein powder shake then for lunch coconut tomato soup and dinner I have a butternut squash soup I purĆ©ed with sweet onions, sage, ginger, salt pepper and garlic. Very tasty. But yeah thatā€™s my died rn. I also have soft garlic black bean tofu. But I havenā€™t wanted to eat that because I can hardly open my lips rn. So itā€™s been liquids through a straw.


NegativeNemi

I respect the willpower ngl the smoothie sounds so good rn, what does tofu taste like? Iā€™m trying my best to not eat fried food everydayšŸ’€


jazlintown

:) well I used to be a sous chef so I looooove to cook and rarely eat out or eat premade things. Tofu is good if made right and you have a good tofu brand. But alone itā€™s rather bland. I pretty much just eat rice, seaweed, kimchi, pork belly or chicken thighs. Itā€™s basic and healthy and I loooooove it because itā€™s a childhood mean that I adore. Other than that I drink a ton of dairy free protein shakes that I make from frozen bananas and strawberries and that powder I mention earlier. I sometimes will make pasta too but those are my carbo loading days. I eat tons of potstickers/gyoza/mandu maybe 2 times a week il do that. Sometimes il make egg salad sandwiches lol. And I make a lot of soups. Most of my soups are roasted veggies that I blend with olive oil. But I do love a nice healthy Korean radish and beef soup too.


NegativeNemi

Sous chef ooošŸ¤©, I was a dish washer šŸ« , but that all sounds so good but pork belly, I respect your healthy menu imma try making those,


jazlintown

I premade a smoothie last night for this morning :) so as soon as I can get the strength to get outta bed this morning ima drink that up :)


NegativeNemi

Iā€™m so lost in the chat XD we made this a texting channel, but anyways how are you feeling right now?


engelthefallen

Very weird look. Have some masc vibes in the face, but just a thick overall air of like natural femininity that just dominates. Think you are gonna be just fine. Hair works too for me.


NegativeNemi

Ty for feedback šŸ’›but XD yea your honestly so right I donā€™t really make sense Iā€™m hoping another year of hrt Iā€™ll pass if not I plan on getting ffs regardless when i graduate and get a decent job šŸ˜­


engelthefallen

Give the HRT more time for sure. Doubt you will need surgery as you have just so much femininity as it you are likely to pass just fine.


Jim_Lahey91

Wow what an absolute babe


_aminadoce

Things are surely happening, but there's a long way to go.


NegativeNemi

Ty luv for feedback šŸ’› do you have any advice or tips for me Iā€™ll take anything? XD


_aminadoce

I mean, generally you aren't even looking trans, if I saw you in the street and didn't know, I would just clock you as a cis dude out of my pure innocence. I really think you should check your hormonal levels. I also hadn't any changes in one year, but HRT just refused to work in my case. Would be interesting for you to analyse this to not be like if you were "taking placebo". Also, I don't know if you can properly girlmode, but definitely some better choices of clothing and hair could help you a lot more.


NegativeNemi

Ah thank you, Iā€™ll definitely work on that with the hair Iā€™m actually have a appointment today getting it styled as for girl mode I canā€™t my dad will kick me out lol and my levels are normal Iā€™m just unlucky I guess šŸ˜